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I've Felt so Lost Lately swimming through my Dreams not even Bothering to Come up for Air, and I don't really even Care. Do Vampyre's Exist? I know the Answer to this Question, but I wish I knew then what I know Now. What if, I am Where I Went? And Since I have No Choice, but to do What I Choose to, I have Noone to Blame/Thank for What I am, but My Past Life Experience. My Lives have Made Me what I am Now. I want Clarity, but I'm afraid I've Already Found it. My Mind Perceives What I Believe, and My Mind Thinks, The Brains Knows, but Only I, Only My Heart, can Believe. Can I Ever Be Anywhere Else But Here, Now?