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I'm so suffocated in here and just noticed.

I thought it went away. But apparently not.

I really wanted to go out with this guy and get to know him better and more than a friend, but it's too late.

I don't care if "he would//should have waited if he really liked me"

Because he DID wait

A long time

And now he has someone else

All because my damned mother won't let me even hang out with who I want

She's such a bitch

So racist and so stereotypical

I can't be around him or my friends unless I lie because they aren't white//middle eastern and dress "normally"

I just got a plan to be with him

But now it's too late

And I'm still alone

I don't want to be alone

It's the only thing I can focus on now

Why can't I be a stable person for once in my life?