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I've gotten over Ricky...I feel better, less tired...Yay! I'm happy which is weird but nice...

I love Ricky alright? I really do, but he's confusing.. I'M TIRED OF THE WHOLE THING! I'm going to ask Freddie out...I've got to get over Ricky. He doesn't know what he wants...Freddie seems to be a nice guy and not as complicated as Ricky...I don't know...

I care about Ricky but I can't allow him to play with my feelings..Salvador is a sweetheart but...Ricky....

How can I get him out of my head? He makes me cry yet I forgive him...I'm not as strong as I use to be....I'm tired of this...I need someone who truly cares and loves me. Someone honest... Where can I find him?

My weekend was boring...Didn't went to the club but went to a cook-out yesterday...Ricky made me cry friday, Made me love him saturday, left me confused sunday,and Monday I was lost.

Everyone is telling me to forget about Ricky, cause he's just playing with my feelings and go with Salvador.... I don't know....

I need someone honest...I hate liars...

My friend Michael has been depress lately...Hopefully he'll call later on tonight...

I hate knowing that my friends are unhappy..

That bitch Tina told someone that he was drunk and now they're talking about sending him to a mental hospital...I hate her! My poor Michael....

I'm drunk again...Ricky's a bastard...I hate him...Stupid jerk....He's talking to Ana and is being too close to her...I hate him...

Today I've got a headache and gave Ricky a hug...he feels so WARM...Mmmm...I gave him a kiss on the cheek...Oh...I love him! I LOVE HIM!

He got upset yesterday cause I was drinking...SOOO...I'm not drinking anymore....