Why am I me?
Why is my family the way it is?
What is the definition of "is"?
Why does it hurt when I think of you?
Why can't I share what I feel with anyone?
Why can't I help you?
I just named a Star after my beloved ami Trinity!!!! I wuv him! He's a great Friend!!!!
Our emotional state of choice is Ecstasy. Our nourishment of choice is Love. Our addiction of choice is technology.
Our religion of choice is music. Our currency of choice is knowledge. Our politics of choice is none.
Our society of choice is utopian though we know it will never be.
You may hate us. You may dismiss us. You may misunderstand us. You maybe unaware of our existence.
We can only hope you do not care to judge us, because we would never judge you.
We are not criminals. We are not disillusioned. We are not drug addicts. We are not naive children...
We are one massive, global, tribal village that transcends man-made law,
physical geography, and time itself.
We are The Massive. One Massive.
We were first drawn by the sound. From far away, the thunderous, muffled, echoing beat was comparable to a mother's heart soothing a child in her womb of concrete, steel, and electrical wiring.
We were drawn back into this womb, and there, in the heat, dampness, and darkness of it,
We came to accept that we are all equal. Not only to the darkness, and to ourselves,
but to the very music slamming into us and passing through our souls: we are all equal.
And somewhere around 35 Hz we could feel the hand of God at our backs, pushing us forward, pushing
us to push ourselves to strengthen our minds, our bodies, and our spirits.,
Pushing us to turn to the person beside us to join hands and uplift them by sharing the uncontrollable joy we felt
from creating this magical bubble that can, for one evening, protect us from the horrors,
atrocities, and pollution of the outside world. It is in that very
instant, with these initial realisations that each of us was truly born.
We continue to pack our bodies into clubs, or warehouses, or buildings you've abandoned and left for naught,
and we bring life to them for one night.
Strong, throbbing, vibrant life in it's purest, most intense, most hedonistic form.
In these makeshift spaces, we seek to shed ourselves of the burden of uncertainty
for a future you have been unable to stabilise and secure for us.
We seek to relinquish our inhibitions,
and free ourselves from the shackle's and restraints you've put on us for your own peace of mind.
We seek to re-write the programming that you have tried to indoctrinate us with since the moment we were born.
Programming that tells us to hate, that tells us to judge, that tells us to stuff ourselves into the nearest
and most convenient pigeon hole possible. Programming that even tells us to climb ladders for you,
jump through hoops, and run through mazes and on hamster wheels.
Programming that tells us to eat from the shiny silver spoon you are trying to feed us with,
instead of nourish ourselves with our own capable hands.
Programming that tells us to close our minds, instead of open them.
Until the sun rises to burn our eyes by revealing the dis-utopian reality of a world you've created for us, we dance fiercely with our brothers and sisters in celebration of our life, of our culture, and of the values we believe in:
Peace, Love, Freedom, Tolerance, Unity, Harmony,
Expression, Responsibility and Respect.
Our enemy of choice is ignorance. Our weapon of choice is information. Our crime of choice is breaking and challenging whatever laws you feel you need to put in place to stop us from celebrating our existence.
But know that while you may shut down any given party, on any given night,
in any given city, in any given country or continent on this beautiful planet,
you can never shut down the entire party.
You don't have access
to that switch, no matter what you may think. The music will never stop.
The heartbeat will never fade. The party will never end.
I am a raver, and this is my manifesto.
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Anon
Someone had sold a pop-tart because it has the image of the late pope John Paul the Second...
The person who sold it was smart...But the person who bought it...
People are stupid little creatures.
Whatever....
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Before the mighty and ineffable Prince of Darkness, and in the
presence of akl the dread demons of the Pit, and this assembled
company, I acknowledge and confess my past error.
Renouncing all past allegiances, I proclaim that Satan-Lucifer
rules the earth, and I ratify and renew my promise to recognize
and honor Him in all things, without reservation, desiring in
return His manifold assistance in the successful completion
of my endeavors and the fulfillment of my desires.
I call upon you, my Brother, to bear witness and to do like-
wise.
I'm tired...I was on the phone with Carlos from 9 p.m to 12:35... Carlos is a friend that I made over the weekend...He's funny, smart, and cool to talk to. He also has a sexy voice... He's going to call me tonight...No sleeping tonight or today....
Maria...I have to tell you that I am your friend and I will never stop being your friend...friends are sapsoe to know no know end..it doesn't matter that i haven't seen you in forever...YOU ARE STILL ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS AND I LOV EYOU LIKE A SISTER! PLZ DONT DO ANYTHING STUPID...and just to let you know...James and Billie Marie and probably Trent feel the same way...I dont care if you cut yourself anymore but whatever you do...PLZ I AM BEGGING YOU NOT TO KILL YOURSELF B/C I WOULD NEVER BE ABLE TO FORGIVE MYSELF
That was from one of my friends...
Amanda...don't worry... I've just haven't being feeling happy lately...I have been letting Rain take over...
I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!! I'M SICK OF EVERYTHING!!!!!!!! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!! EVERYTHING SUCKS!!! I'm going to go do something stupid....
Happy Birthday! Love you! Hope today will go great!!! Continue taking those Anger Management Classes!!!Happy Birthday!!!!
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