its a slow day today. i dont have to do anything but homework. but it is always lacking. during the day...things are so stressed out...so over worked. so forced. nothing like night time. things flow so much easier. i have had these impulses for a while. i dare not say vampiric impulses. that just sounds ridiculous to me. putting a label on it in general is odd. its just me. its just how i feel. words cannot describe. the only time i enjoy actual daylight hours is when its overcast and raining. the sun is too bright. it hurts my eyes. and to be honest, i really do like my creamy white skin :)
Sitting here in bed wondering why I just cant go out and mingle. Why cant I go and act like a normal person and socialize. I guess truth be told. I really cant stand socializing with those types of people. I need real intelligence and real conversation with depth. That, my friends, is hard to come by. Well in my part anyway. I suppose there is a thought to consider. Relocation is easy when you dont have any real ties to your home anymore. I have been considering a move to Washington. I prefer overcast and rainy. I dont do the heat very well. Ah. All in good time. You cant rush things. If they are intended to happen... They will!
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