These last few journals I have posted, were not written by me.
Neither were the comments on the various morphing hints.
Any of my own personal comments to this will be marked in either yellow or red.
This area I am dedicating to my personal little research. I'm finally digging deeper into this subject. I should have long ago, but I am finally getting around to it.
Its about time others get to read and have some sort of insight into Lycanthropy and things of that nature.
And this is what I am here for.
Not to get this site off of the typical vampire subject, but Lycanthropy relates to me in so many more ways that vampirism ever could.
So this is me. This is my research. And again..any of my personal comments will be either Yellow, or Red.
Walpurgis Night
April 30th is Walpurgis Night. Saint Walpurgis is the patron saint of werewolves. Bonfires are lit and people bring in the Spring. This could be taken as May Day Eve.
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MAY DAY / MAIFEST / WALPURGIS
CROSS QUARTER DAY MAY 1
Cross Quarter Day May 1 - May Day is closely connected to the evening before it - the "Walpurgisnacht" or May Eve. Its roots can be found in pre-Christian Frühjahrsfests. Walpurgisnacht is situated directly opposite Halloween and is the end marker in the seasonal cycle which begins with Candlemas/Groundhog Day. Children play pranks on unsuspecting victims around midnight on April 30, similar to Halloween, and some even dress up as witches and evil spirits. The Brocken, the highest peak in the Harz Mountains, is known as the mythical meeting place of the witches. Witches' fires may burn in some places. Since noise was deemed the most effective way to drive off evil spirits many ways of making noise are known. On May Day earth spirits like fairies and elves (the ancient dead) would come out of the hills and barrows to dance on May Eve and well into the summer.
Walpurgis Night
April 30th is Walpurgis Night. Saint Walpurgis is the patron saint of werewolves. Bonfires are lit and people bring in the Spring. This could be taken as May Day Eve.
I'm drove...completely insane...DROVEEEE!!! Ok now that I got this far in this research, it seems I've hit a dead end once again. But Something ties this Walpurgis Night to lycanthrope. And as soon as I make a better connection with this, I will post
***Important Extra Note***
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Lycanthropy...What is it?
Lycanthropy from Greek lykoi, "wolf" anthropos, "man", a psychiatric state in which the patient believes he is a wolf or some other nonhuman animal. Undoubtedly stimulated by the once widespread superstition that lycanthropy is a supernatural condition in which men actually assume the physical form of other animals, the delusion has been most likely to occur among people who believe in reincarnation and the transmigration of souls.
Rarely does this condition surface. Examples of lycanthropy are only now being linked to schizophrenia - having very few cases to study in our present institutions makes this disease difficult to study in-depth.
Usually, a person is deemed to take the form of the most dangerous beast of prey of the region: the wolf or bear in Europe and northern Asia, the hyena or leopard in Africa, and the tiger in India, China, Japan, and elsewhere in Asia; but other animals are mentioned too. Both the superstition and the psychiatric disorder are linked to the belief in animal guardian spirits, vampires, totemism, witches, and werewolves. The folklore, fairy tales, and legends of many nations and peoples show evidence of lycanthropic belief.
Stories of men turning into beasts go back to antiquity. In parts of ancient Greece, werewolf myths, stemming from prehistoric times (based on new evidence), became linked with the Olympian religion. In Arcadia, a region plagued by wolves, there was a cult of the Wolf-Zeus. Mt. Lycaeus was the scene of a yearly gathering at which the priests were said to prepare a sacrificial feast that included meat mixed with human parts. According to legend, whoever tasted it became a wolf and could not turn into a man unless he abstained from human flesh for nine years.
The Romans also knew this superstition. Anyone who was supposed to have been turned into a wolf by means of magic spells or herbs was called versipellis "turnskin" by the Romans.
Stories about the werewolf were widely believed in Europe during the Middle Ages. Outlaws and bandits played on these superstitions by sometimes wearing wolfskins over their armour. At that time people were unusually prone to develop the delusion that they themselves were wolves; suspected lycanthropists were burned alive if convicted. Only rarely was their condition recognized as a psychological disturbance. Although the superstition is no longer common, traces still linger in some primitive and isolated areas.
The term werewolf isn't like the "classic" Hollywood-style ravenous beast stuff. The term lycanthropy as is used here can be found in some medical psychological books as being a disorder, a certain animal like behaveour as a result of an advanced psychosis. This is also not the way i like to use the term werewolf in relation to me. The way i use the term, is as in spiritual therianthropy.
Right, you are now probably a bit dazzled by the terms used by me here, so let me give a short description of them (borrowed from the AHWW FAQ):
Lycanthrope 'li-ken-throp n (NL lycanthropus, fr. GK lykanthropos werewolf, fr. lykos wolf + anthropos man) 1: a person displaying lycanthropy 2:a werewolf
Lycanthropy 'li-kan(t)-thra-pe n 1: a delusion that one has become a wolf. 2: the assumption of the form and characteristics of a wolf held to be possible by witchcraft or magic - lycanthropic adj.
Theriomorphic 'thir-e-o-'mor-fik adj (GK theriomorphos, fr. therion beast + morphe form - more at treacle): having an animal form
Mind you, these were taken from some dictionary, and provide a general discription of the terms, not an exact one. Read on to get a better understanding of what is meant.
A Theriomorph is a shapeshifter; a being who can assume an animal as well as a human form. A spiritual theriomorph is someone who at least sees aspects of animals in his or her personality and actions, and those aspects shape who he or she is. More so in the meaning of a spiritual shapeshifter, being able to assume animal as wel as human form in spirit (or a mix of the two). I feel an animal spirit that is an integral part of my being, affecting how i interact with others, what i do, where i go... and in that sense, i am a shapeshifter. I exist mentally and in spirit as both wolf and human (but not seperate, i am one person, one character, one being). When i shift, mentally, the outside world usually notices it... the change in thought produces a change in demeanor that's readily recognizable. Even without a shift though, there are several facets in my mind that are pure wolf thinking, and make me definately different than people around me.
Shifting itself is something that's almost impossible to explain to someone who isn't a shifter himself, but i'll try to give you some idea what this is about. My being is truly integrated, both human and wolf co-operating to do what i have to do, to say what i want to say, to live my life, trying to find one that best suits me as being part human, part non-human. Some other therianthropes feel this differently, have made a clear seperation between their human and animal forms, but for me, this is the way it is. Most of the time, to be able to go on mostly unnoticed, i have to let the main "line" of my life being led by my human side, to adapt to human civilisation, to "blend in" so to say. When shifting, i let the wolf side take more control, let the animal control my actions and thoughts more. Shifting can be triggered either by will, or (and it's a great advantage then) when the situation i'm in get's really dangerous, or life-threatening even, and the wolf gets me in a state of heightened awareness, being able to cope with whatever will come my way at that moment. Then, although my human side is still there, my thinking has gone almost purely predatorial.
To find cases of lycanthropy, go to www.spots.ab.ca/~atiera/lycanthropy.htm
Types of Therianthropy.
Animal Association
You can feel "Wolfy", or feel like the animal which is your phenotype. This is where you physically act out the nature of your phenotype. This is very subtle, and tends to be more along the lines of yawning like a wolf, or scratching, urfing, howling, yapping, or any other action associated with your phenotype, while integrating this into normal human behaviour. It is normally accompanied with a strong sense of a connection to your phenotype.
Dreaming
"Dreaming" is also another form of therianthropy. This normally involves some form of vivid or lucid dream. The Dream can either involve meeting or becoming an animal. Unlike autohypnosis however, these Dreams are unintentional, they are not self induced. Lucid dreams and Dreams are noticeable due to their sense of being physically real, and are much more intense and aware than normal dreams.
Animal Spirit Guides
This type of Were nature differs from the others, in that the animal side is a distinct separate entity, rather than a part of someone's own personality. Communication with a spirit guide is usually by using meditation or Dreaming. Spirit Guides are made distinct from normal Dreaming by the fact a spirit guide may also effect waking reality, either by offering advice during Dreaming, or acting as a type of "guardian angel". Animal Guides play a significant part in Native American Culture.
Mental Shifting
Then there's "Active Mental Shifting". This behaviour tends to involve running around or any other state of heightened physical activity, while physically acting out the phenotype. The mental processes become similar to that of the phenotype, sharing similar "mind sets".
Physical Shifting
"Physical shifting" is the more classical form of lycanthropy.
"I wish people were more like animals. Animals don't try to change you or make you fit in. They just enjoy the pleasure of your company. Animals aren't conditional about friendships. Animals like you just the way you are. They listen to your problems, they comfort you when you're sad, and all they ask in return is a little kindness." - Calvin.
Method : Hypnosis
This method isn't tailored to shifting or werewolves, but I can assure you that the results are *unbelievable*. If you're looking for a method with guaranteed effects, try it.
The principal human problem is the INNER DIALOGUE. The first lesson will teach how to overcome this problem. The brain is the main organ of any human body, the basic part of it is the corrector that controls and co-ordinates the work of the brain and its parts. An individual is controlled by means of the corrector (If you put your palm on the forehead the corrector will be 3-5 cm. under it).
The main task of the first lesson is to learn how to control the brain and the corrector in particular. You will train to cool the corrector (you should know how to relax and master a self-hypnosis technique as all the methods suppose you are able to do it {I have found a page for those who cannot}). In the process of relaxation you should imagine that the temperature of the corrector is lower than the temperature of the rest part of the brain (it leads to the stricture of the corrector's blood-vessels that requires for the start). After you do it, it will seem that you grew dull (it is difficult to describe this state of mind with any other word). You will notice fewer thoughts and emotions in your head. You have to do this exercise every day. The first few days you will have to check the time. It should not exceed 10-15 minutes because you must not stay long in this state.
There are two primary objectives in overcoming the inner dialogue: the first one is to make yourself not to come back to your previous deeds and moves playing them in your head again and again, thinking: Everything would be in a different way if I did this or that, the second one is not to utter your thoughts (Neither your tongue, nor your vocal cords should work in case we do not speak).
All primary human problems arise from the complexes, practising the technique you will have fewer of them.
The next objective is to make the first steps in learning how to affect the people (further "objects"). As I have already said, complexes are the primary problems of all the objects, so one can affect the objects through their complexes (By and by you will learn to find them, but we need not do this in the beginning of our studies).
The first and the simplest exercise: you should learn to heat and to cool your hand. Relax, imagine this is not your hand, try to feel it, imagine it lives its own separate life, then imagine your hand getting hot or cold. Do not worry if something does not come, just train.
For example, I am going to tell you how I managed to do it in the beginning of my own way: I sat in an armchair, relaxed (did not fall into trance, just relaxed), then put my hand on the elbow-rest and watched it, after that I imagined my hand living its own separate life (it may seem it has grown cold).
You should put away the perception of your hand. You should give a command to your brain that this part of the body is not under control any more, tell your brain that there are no nerves between it and the hand. Then try to move your fingers, they should not move. After that imagine that your hand is heating and you will feel it heating.
Later on you have to identify your hand with any other (close in size) part of the object's body, put away the perception of your hand and after that feel your hand and the object's part as one solid thing, afterwards begin to heat or to cool the hand, the objects part will start heating or cooling accordingly. This is what we needed.
Examples of use: (As a rule, all the examples I give are associated with the influence on the opposite sex, as it is easy and the result is seen almost at once. In principle, one can begin with curing, in this case sore organs should be heated or cooled).
Example: you want to draw the object's attention (sexual plan is the simplest, so better when the object's and the operator's sex is different, as it is the feature of the brain), you identify your hand with the object's sexual organs, heat the hand, in the same time blood springs to the object's sexual organs, the object starts experiencing a sort of sexual excitement, and, it is the most interesting thing, the object thinks of you in this moment (may be subconsciously). In the same way one can slow an object's work for a while cooling his corrector, but it cannot be done often (1 - 2 times are advisable) otherwise this object will stop responding to your influence.
If you want your chief treat you positively, you should affect his (her) sexual organs only in his (her) presence or when he (she) looks at you. In realisation of this technique no borders (distance, walls etc.) matter, one can work on the object even on the opposite side of the Earth.
The second very significant topic is senses (feelings). In order to pass to the next topic you should learn the concept of absolute zero (a/z). In the course of our studies (lesson 1) we learned not to think, the next stage - to learn not to feel. In principal it is just the same, the difference is that in the first lesson we calmed thoughts, now we are going to calm feelings.
You should relax and feel the ENTIRE body neutral to the environment and to you (as if each cell of your body lives its own separate life, the same as it was with the hand). Absolute zero is a blend of not to think plus not to feel. You must not stay in this state for a long time as it is a narcotic for the brain and it can capture you so that you will not need any further studies.
The next stage is the feelings’ imposition. You should come into the state of absolute zero, then remember any state of your mind (love, hate, joy, grief, attraction etc.) and impose this feeling on absolute zero.
Example of use: You see an object, being in the state of a/z you go into this object (that means you couple your body and feelings with the object’s body and feelings), now you feel everything the object feels (as if your body becomes the object’s body). After that if you remember any feeling and impose it on the object (as on yourself), it will stay on the object after you leave. Now you can change your state, while the object cannot.
Lycanthrope: Morphing
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Method : Lycanthropic Metamorphosis
And this is the method called "How to become a Werewolf - The Fundamentals of Lycanthropic Metamorphisis; Their Principles and Application" by Anton Szandor LaVey (1930-1997):
The ferocity of the wild wolf has long been threatening to humans, for in many ways wolves are a direct threat [or challenge] to man's [puffed up notion of his own] dominance. Not only do wolves prey upon animals that are raised by humans [for themselves], such as sheep or cows, but more so, wolves act out in ways that are a threat to the human social structure; they act without conscience. [Rubbish: they threaten humans' self-image because they too form a social structure, but a more efficient one.] These animals will act in ways that are pleasing to themselves, which is viewed by people as sinful or evil. [They operate well in packs, and humans can't.]
The distinctive features of the wolf are unbridled cruelty, bestial ferocity, and ravening hunger. His strength, his cunning, his speed were regarded as abnormal, almost eerie qualities, he had something of the demon, of hell. He is the mysterious harbinger of Death. (Summers 65)
[Summers, of course, is a moron.] The reputation of wolves is notorious, even in the Bible: "Behold I send you as sheep in the midst of wolves" (Matthew 10:16). Throughout a wide variety of cultures wolves are an enemy and viewed as evil [always cultures where wolves share our own lust for other animals we feel we own all rights to].
Werewolves, or wolf-men, have been fabled and dreaded monsters in numerous cultures throughout the world for centuries [the same ones as above, in which wolves themselves are already demonized]. In many examples of werewolf literature, werewolves are created by a severe sickness.
You many recognize [werewolves] by these marks: they are pale, their vision feeble, their eyes dry, tongue very dry, and the flow of saliva stopped; but they are thirsty. (Summers 39)
Werewolves were originally viewed as very sick people who no longer had control over themselves: werewolves were people acting without conscience. Many believe "that all human, indeed all animal, behaviour is aimed at obtaining a maximum of pleasure and a minimum of pain, or even asserts that the desire for pleasure and the fear of pain are the main motives of all our actions" (Eisler 23). This is true for humans in the case of severe sickness and loss of mind. The werewolf in literature is the person who acts out in such a way, the way that a wolf would act [if the denigrating stereotype of the wolf were true].
As the legend of the werewolf has evolved, the werewolf has become more wolf-like. This evolution has brought the idea of a physical metamorphosis from man into wolf. In original literature and stories, the metamorphosis from man to wolf happened through a superficial application of costume, such as using a girdle or wearing a wolf skin (Summers 112). The horror in this concept is not the shape, or changing of shape, of the werewolf, but rather the uncontrollable behavior. The change is the great horror when depicted in horror films. In current film, the metamorphosis is often the most horrific moment of the entire picture. Physiological changes are actually observed occurring, including bone structure, skin texture, and emergence of fangs. Hair grows over the body, the nose protrudes, fangs enlarge, and pointy ears emerge from the head. The difference between the original werewolf and the werewolf of current films is not the behavior, for it has been relatively constant. Rather, the difference is in the physical metamorphosis.
The characters and myths of werewolves have long been present but to this day remain extremely vague. No one knows exactly what the werewolf is and why it is so horrific. Perhaps this ambiguity is due to the fact that the werewolf does not have a solid textual incarnation, but rather occupies legend and lore. The werewolf has never had such clear description in the way that Mary Shelley depicted the Frankenstein Monster and Bram Stoker defined the vampire with Dracula. Werewolves simply are creatures possessed by a demon, very sick, or who, through some physical way, accrue the virus that leads to the cursed transformation. [Wagner the Werewolf of the Victorian potboiler notwithstanding,] there is not just one definitive werewolf.
* NOTE OF INTERREST*
Despite efforts in film to create the horror of metamorphism as the primary terror of the werewolf, the real horror is in the mystery of the creature. When one's intentions or motivations are unknown, the results are feared. Dracula is horrific due to his nature, but at least his intentions are known. But werewolves will act out in ways that please themselves at the moment. This behavior and the lack of conscience are foreign [or at least disturbing] to all dignified humans, and therefore the werewolf is alien, evil, and horrific.
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WORKS CITED
Eisler, Robert. Man Into Wolf. NY: Philosophical Library, 1951.
Summers, Montague. The Werewolf. New Hyde Park, NY: University Books, 1966.
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