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Happy Samhain everyone :)



I set up my altar with candles and fruit, and performed a circle ritual. Then I did a 20 meditation to clear away negitive thoughts, and then draw in all positive thoughts and feelings to create balance and harmony within myself, and to guide the spirits back to the other side, the afterlife.



I created a circle in the room I was practicing in, and imagined a blue circle sphere around me and my dog in the room. A dark comfortable room with just candles lit around the pentagram on the altar, oil burner, and incense smoke.



Perform the rite of the Sabbath and a 20 min astral projection to guide the spirits back to the Summerland. Samhain eve has now came and the doors to the underworld are once again open, and the spirits now roam the Earth.



Invite the spirits into the circle ritual, and enjoy the congregation with the spirits.



End of the ritual, you must send the spirits back through the doors to the underworld and close those doors.



I shine the light to guide the spirits from the darkness into light and guide the spirits back to the afterlife once again to enlightenment, and forever bring peace. So mote it be



A 15-20 min and any time desired whatever you feel. Feel the spirits around you with your eyes closed, and feel yourself being astral projected, and focus yourself travelling and guiding the spirits to a beautiful tranquil peaceful place surrounded with pure nature, sunsets and the full moon shining bright in the tranquil sky, and the spirits of ancestors and your loved ones and the spirits of nature surrrounding you and greeting you as they celebrate and congregate all cheerfully and merry with you.



Feel relaxed and peaceful with them, and ask them kindly for divine knowledge, wisdom, courage and strength, so the Goddess can guide you back to the world and guide your soul back into yourself.



Imagine looking down on yourself as your soul comes slowly back into your physical body, and then open your eyes.

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atyourwindow
01:10 Nov 01 2009

happy samhain to you as well.

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May, 19th, 2008



Since I was a child I have always been fascinated and curious of the beauty of the world and the universe around me. I always liked to stay outdoors for hours, just exploring the nature and the beauty of the world, as a child, I was fascinated by the colours around me in the garden. I am a thinker and a bit of a mystic, and I like to see the moon and the stars in the darkness of the night sky and wonder and think about the universe, and I like to live in harmony.



When I was young I remember going for walks to the shops with my Grandfather, because sometimes I would go to the shop for sweets. On a night time when we went back home, I could see the moon and the stars in the night sky out the living room window, while my Mother was helping my Grandmother cook the tea, and my young Brother called Christopher was asleep. I was curious about the moon and the stars deep in the heavens. I sometimes asked questions, about the moon and my Grandfather said, “Can you see the man on the moon?” and I said “where is he?” in reply, he just laughed quietly, as he was watching the television.



When I was 9 years old he passed away, bless his soul, he was called Alan, and I was named after him. Something strange happened when I was 9 years old, it was a dark autumn evening, I was playing in the front yard, I looked up at the stars, and I saw bright yellow shooting star, that shot across the sky over the rooftops, I burst into the house all excited and told my family about my experience, it was like a bright yellow fireball with a tail, that moved fast over the rooftops.



When I was getting older, I gained an interest in Science and Astronomy, I remember in 1994 when I watched the television and I saw a comet collide into planet Jupiter on the news, it was amazing, it’s the first time Scientists have ever witnessed a comet collision with another planet. Then when I was 14 years old, I saw comet Hale Bopp of March 1997, I observed it, nearly every night for two weeks when it was clear skies.





I started reading Astronomy books in the school library, all about stars and planets and this is how I gained knowledge about Astronomy, mythology, religion and the universe. I also liked Art and History at school especially about ancient history. I always wondered about Stonehenge and the Pyramids of Giza.



When I left school at the age of 16, I was out of education for quite a few years and I lost a bit of my confidence over the years, and I lost most of my English and Maths skills. I decided to go and study at Newcastle College and learn Art at the age of 21, but I got bored of the course after a while. Then I decided to go back to College again when I was 24 and I enrolled onto a First Diploma in applied science and I successfully passed the course. Then I moved on to study Physics and Chemistry, and to also improve my English and Maths skills. I gained great results in Science, but I was disappointed with my poor results in English and Maths.



I regretted everything about it, and I wish that I had stuck to my subjects more. Then I thought to myself, why should I give up on English and Maths, which is important to me especially if I want to think about going to University? Physics and Chemistry is my passion in life and I would like to succeed in Science and I would like to study higher education, so I can improve my English and Maths. I like to go further into the field of Astronomy, Physics and Chemistry. I was always inspired by Newton and Einstein’s theories; I think they have been a great aspect up to modern science.



I like autumn time, when the leaves turn different colours, as the wind blows against my face; I walk my dog called Oscar down the lonely path through the trees.



I also met a great friend called Carolin, and I met her about 3 years ago at College and she is from Germany, she is 2 years younger then me, she has black hair with hazel brown eyes. We have had great social times together around the City of Newcastle, but she is now living back with her family, but we speak a lot on the phone and we write to each other. I hope that one day we will meet up again, she has given me great support over the years and she has been a good friend to me.

Sunday, June 14, 2009, written by Alan Sager



My world of my imagination, which I picture in my mind, is this beautiful world with lots of different kingdoms, which is full of mystical lands, unicorns, dragons, animals and creatures. There is a kingdom of trees called the mystical forest, and it's a large forest full of animals and magical creatures, and there is a witch that lives in the forest, and she is known as the green witch, because she loves nature, and she honours and worships the Goddess of Nature. The green witch takes care of the forest. In the North is the dark forest which is very mischievous, and nobody wonders in the dark forest alone, because some people never return, because the trees are alive in there, and evil spirits lurk in the dark forest, it's very gloomy, and the trees have evil faces, and the black wicked witch lives in the dark forest, and casted her magick over the forest. The dark forest is in the north, the mystical forest is in the central part of the map, and the mystical forest is the largest, and spreads across to the west, and parts of the south. There is myth that the green witch was told by the Goddess of nature, that deep in the mystical forest there is a secret tunnel hidden under a tree trunk, which leads to a secret magical kingdom of gnomes and fairies, it’s like a magical place with orbs of souls flouting around.



The plains I mentioned earlier, there is a temple where pagan witches perform there rituals, inside the temple there is a moonstone, which is used for full moon rituals, because it holds the powers, and divine wisdom of the moon Goddess, which only the High Priestess uses in the circle ritual.





There are other lands beyond the mystical forest; well to the East are the plains where pagan witches celebrate the festivals of the witches’ calendar. In the plains there is a beautiful temple where pagan witches perform there rituals, inside the temple there is a moonstone, which is used for full moon rituals, because it holds the powers, and divine wisdom of the moon Goddess, which only the High Priestess uses in the circle ritual.



In the west the mystical forest is connected to a beautiful large meadow full of wild flowers, wild animals, insects, and fruits. I call it the tranquil meadow, because it’s warm, sunny, and peaceful, and hot all year round, and when it rains the droplets from the rain is warm, and sometimes a double rainbow appears in the sky. There is a stream that flows through the middle of the tranquil meadow, so there are both sides of the meadow; there is a wooden bridge that cuts across the flowing stream.



Keep heading west and you come across a field with a lonely path that leads to a beautiful garden with a gate, at the other end of the large garden, there is a tall fence wrapped with wild flowers, and theres a beautiful silver gate with a golden sun with a smily face surrounded by the zodiacs and planets. When you open the gate there is a beautiful magical wood with trees, flowers and mystical spiritual creatures and animals of all kinds. When you follow the path, it leads to the open sand dunes, with bits of grass blowing in the wind, and you can see the sea of dreams in the far distance, the sand dunes leads to the beach, and it's hot, and there is an oasis in the middle of the sand dune.



In the far North beyond the Dark forest there leads a path where the lost souls lurk, and it's the land of storms, and there is a thunder and lighting storm that occurs, because it leads to the kingdom of fire. The path of the lost souls leads to an old bridge with cracks and holes, that crosses the dark deep canyon, and down below, the ecoes of lost souls can be heard. At the other side of the bridge, the old cobbled path leads into the kingdom of fire. Only wise people with courage come here, because there are demons, dragons, and evil spirits that lurk. The kingdom of fire is ruled by Lucifer. You must face your demons.



To the East of the plains there lies another kingdom which is ruled by the Good arch angels of light, and this kingdom is more superior then the kingdom of fire. The good forces are higher then the dark forces. It is known as the kingdom of spirits, because it's the Kingdom of light, which is the highest of divine wisdom. I have a small house in the tranquil meadow opposite the Mystical forest.



This is the type of place I would like to focus on in my meditation.

Fri 22nd May 2009



I have been writing my life's work, I am going through the religion teachings of Wicca, because I seek for knowledge and spiritual enlightenment through the practice of magick.

Here is half of my written work, it needs finishing. It's a true story about Abramelin the Mage, and the book is called The sacred magic of Abramelin the Mage, book 1, book 2, book 3

The 2 manuscripts is book 2 and 3, and book 1 is the diary of Abraham the Jew from Germany.



The story goes when a young German Jewish man called Abraham of Worms set off on a journey to Egypt after the death of his Father. When he arrived in Egypt he met a young Jewish man called Aaron who he lodged with for a few days in the city of Arachi on the bank of the Nile. Aaron told Abraham that there is an old mage called Abramelin that lives in the desert just outside the city of Arachi, and he might be able to help him. Aaron said that he would lead Abraham to this old mage, so they set off into the desert, and Aaron had his mule to carry the food and water. After 3 days in the desert they came across a big hill surrounded by trees, and Aaron told Abraham this is where he lives. Abraham looked around, and there was this old man standing in the distance, so Abraham had approghed him, the old man walked up to Abraham, and greeted him, so Abraham introduced himself, and the old man introduced himself, telling Abraham he is called Abramelin. Abramelin very kindly invited Abraham into his home, and Abramelin said he could help him, and he had something to show him. Aaron told Abraham he was going back to Arachi, and Aaron said his good byes to Abraham, so Aaron set off back into the desert to his home with his mule the same way they had came.



Abramelin had lead Abraham into his home, and he talked about magic and the Holy god. Abramelin had showed Abraham 2 Kabalistic manuscripts, and he told Abraham to carefully copy 2 manuscripts for himself. So Abraham obeyed him and copied 2 for himself, and Abramelin offered Abraham to stay with him for 6 months in the desert, so he could teach and explain to Abraham about these two manuscripts, and how to use the magical squares, and Abraham will be Abramelin’s disciple, but Abraham would pass it down to his son, Lamach. He told Abraham about the Kabbalah, and told Abraham that God had passed down his magical secrets to 4 men called Moses, Aaron, David, and Solomon, hence the Solomon temple. Abramelin had asked Abraham if he had money, so Abraham give Abramelin some money to help him out, before Abraham sets off into the desert back to Arachi. Abraham had little food, but he had water. Abramelin said his good byes keeping the 2 original manuscripts, while Abraham set off with the two copied manuscripts. Abramelin told Abraham to fast while he's in the desert, and stay good in health, and drink water. He told Abraham to prey to the lord daily, once before sunrise and again before sunset.



Preperation to the Abramelin ritual



To perform the Abramelin magick you must gain knowledge and conversation with your holy guardian angel, and once you gain that divine contact, your angel will guide you through the magical talisman squares, and instruct you how to use them and unlock magical secrets to the magician. Once the magician does that, he must summon the four princes of darkness, called Satan, Belial, Lucifer, and Leviatan, and the magician must combine, and take away the negative aspects from these falling angels and get them to serve the magician in the name of the true god of creation to use the good forces in order to control the dark forces, so the magician commands them, and the angels will teach the magician the secrets of magick, and to harness the dark forces. The magician must not be too demanding and insulting towards them, he must be firm with them, and not too controlling. These demon entities do not like being controlled around, and they can deceive you into selling aspects of your life to them, NEVER sell yourself to such entities. You need your Holy Guardian Angel to stand your side, instruct you and guide you through the ritual to the very end, and always remain on Gods side, so that you become this bright shining figure, that will scare the demon, and you reveal your power over the demon in the name of the true God. Be careful when dealing with demon entities, because they can trick you into turning against God. If you turn against God into serving these demons, you will offend God and your Holy Guardian Angel will abandoned you, the demons will be set loose and take possession of you. You must be strong, dominant and commanding towards the demons and show your true power over them, so that they serve you in the name of God.



The Abramelin ritual is long and complex and takes up to 18 month to complete, it takes months before the magician gains any contact of his guardian angel, once he gains divine contact, the holy guardian angel becomes the magician's source of power. The magician must live a bit like a monk on his own in solitude and remain in chastity and can't drink alcohol, and he must prey and meditate daily just before sunrise and again at sunset in order to gain access to his Holy guardian angel. The kabbalah is all about staying pure. You must stay pure since you are the magician, and train your mind to concentrate in meditation, and you must know yourself, and have a clear mind that is pure, so you can gain connect and communicate with the spirits and angels.

Written by Alan Sager

Thu 18th June 2009



It was a nice sunny afternoon; the sun was warm, but windy. I decided to take my dog, Oscar for a walk, to clear my mind. I took him to the town moor a large meadow to see the Gypsy fair ground. I went there and the gypsy dogs were barking, I had a look round the empty fair ground, but then I realised it must be open tomorrow, I asked a man that was setting up his stall, he told me that it’s tomorrow afternoon.



On the way out, I came across an old gypsy woman, standing on the grass, opposite her caravan. She said “hello” and she give me a handful of coins, and put them in my folder, I said Hello and “thanks”. She respected me, and she took my hand and read my fortune. She said “you don’t need to worry about money or anything in your life”. You are now living, and you always will be living, just live your life, and be yourself, and know thyself. “Don’t worry, because you are going to fall in love, with a young woman” “I can see, she is very beautiful, and she will be there for you”. I said “who is this woman” and she said “At the place you go too”. As I am a Pagan, she mentioned God. She said “God will always be there for you, and he will always be waiting for you”. She said “You will always live on”. She thought I was special to God. “There are a lot of people walking out there that are not living, but you will always be living, remember that”. I told her I was Pagan, and I can believe in many different Gods and Goddesses, the ones that are there for me, like I believe in God and my beloved Goddess. She said “you can call God by whatever name you like”. “The ones you feel that are there for you”. “She told me to be happy, and live on”. She walked into her caravan, and I said “thanks” and “how much is that”. She said “I don’t want any money from you, it’s for free”. I said “ok Thanks” and she waved and said “You take care now, good bye” I waved back saying “bye”, and I thought "God bless her". She went back into her caravan. I went back home with Oscar. I counted the money she give me, and it was £1.26, so I did numerology with it, and added 1 + 2 + 6 = 9. This is the number of the Goddess.

Sun 5th of July 2009



It’s a beautiful sunny summer’s afternoon, it’s a bit breezy. I write to you again Rosa, I will be in the students union for the meeting at 2pm tomorrow afternoon, so I will love it for you to be there. As you know Rosa, I have a taste for bi and strait women, so I don’t mind.



Lol, I like to speak my mind and be honest with you. Remember I am a Pagan and Occultist, and I love all the Egyptian and Celtic Paganism, mysticism stuff, and I seek knowledge and spiritual enlightenment through the practice of magick. I have dreams, and I would like to marry an elegant, intellectual lady sometime during my life, and someone to give me space now and again, so I can carry on with my esoteric teachings in spiritualism, Wicca, and Occultism. Since I am a Libra/ Scorpio cusp, I do manifest the two sides of Libra and Scorpio. I have the emotional and loyal side of Scorpio, and I have the thinking, intellectual, and free natured Libra. Since you are a Libra, Rosa you should know and understand that, well you never know one day you could be a follower of my esoteric teachings through meditation, practicing the craft and so on. You could spread my life’s work, and keep it safe for me. lol



At the end of my life, the Pagan Gods and Goddesses will be waiting for me in the higher astral plane, and I will make my peace with them, through the divine wisdom and magical teachings, and there will be a big flash of lighting, then the storm will pass over and the Sun will break out the clouds and form a rainbow in the sky.

Tues 14th July 2009



I am going to the Pagan group this evening, to meet some of my fellow members, and we all sit and have a drink and conversations of Paganism and magick. It's for pagans to meet up and socialise and share each others interests of different paths in Wicca, occultism and religious ideas in philosophy and ethics. It's good and helps to meet up in pagan societies, and to go through the teachings of spiritualism and magick casting and rituals. I might attend the pagan open ritual on the 1st of August.

Thu 13th August 2009



I have German Jewish roots, like my Great Great grandfather was Jewish, but he was married to a Christian women, and had children, and the Jewish faith stopped along the line. I am interested in the Kabbalah, Paganism and Mysticism. I am eclectic and I like to create my own path, and I feel drawn to the Kabbalah, the tree of life. Hebrew is in my blood. I honor all Gods, Goddesses, Angels and including the Holy God, because I feel open to everything as an open minded person.

Saturday 10th October 2009



I hated the dark when I was a child, because I could feel vibes and the presence of spirits. When I grew up I started to enjoy the dark, because I got into the occult, and I think darkness is important for rituals for when you want to use meditation, prey, and contacting spirits, god and goddesses using candle light, incense and oils, because I feel that the energies are stronger in darkness. I don’t have a fear for dark anymore; I think occultism has made me face my fears. A lot of practicing occultists hated daylight because it interfered with the rituals they were practicing. They covered the windows to make it dark with candle light, so they could carry on with their practices in peace. I think darkness is an important aspect of ritual magic, because you feel drawn to stronger energies. You can focus better in the darkness, because it’s quiet, like in meditation you can concentrate better in darkness.