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*bound by my hands i struggle to get free

from all of the lonliness that is inside of me

twisting.turning.needing.yearning.

how i keep on searching...

my soul is hurting,longing for more

as the pain seeps into my very core

i cry out for strength

i cry out for hope

anything i can do to be able to cope

so bound by my hands i struggle to get free

free from all of my misery

and pray that all of my lonliness doesnt kill me*

**your eyes they search my soul

it reaches out as our hearts beat out of control

your very touch ive dreamt of for so long...

but completely unaware

ive been lost until now

at every cost

but now you are here

no more crimson tears

your heart is mine

mine is yours

down to our very cores

your eyes look into mine

and feel our souls bind.**

* for within the dark there is light

and all the world will see

for depression is a fight

that shall soon be free

under the stars i will aid

the lonliness shall soon fade

all the hearts of two endure

for even apart the love

of a friend is pure *

i still recall the taste of ur tears

echoing ur voice just like the ringing in my ears

my fav dreams of u still wash ashore

scraping thru my head till i dont wanna sleep anymore

u make this all go away,u make this all go away

im down 2 just 1 thing & im starting 2 scare myself

i just want something i can never have

u always were the 1 to show me how

back then i couldnt do the things i can do now

this thing is slowly taking me apart

grey would be the color if i had a heart

c'mon & tell me u make this all go away

u make this all go away

im down 2 just 1 thing & im starting 2 scare myself

i just want something i can never have

in this place it seems like such a shame

tho it all looks different now

it still the same

everywhere i look ur all i see

just the fading fucking reminder of who i used to be

c'mon & tell me

u make it all go away

u make this all go away

im down 2 just 1 thing

& im starting 2 scare myself

i just want something i can never have

my passion fills my whole being

at the thought of u

tears of blood run down at the emtiness u make me feel

cant u open urself up 2 me

u make me feel alive

the blood in ur veins must ache for me

i can feel it

open urself up 2 me

for u never know

tears of blood por down into a crimson pool of pain

i swim in it daily

like a cold rain,i feel renewed

consumed in all the emotion

open urself up 2 me & enjoy

ive dreamt of a kiss i never shouldve kissed

thinking that this is what ive missed

drowning in a wicked spell that was cast

not knowing i was so weak

now ive fallen & no longer know how 2 get up & dont remember where i began

a dream that felt so real is no longer

ive fallen back into the darkness

where im meant 2 stay

sensitive & hidden in a world of false hope im drowning in

i dont how to pull myself up as it pulls me down

is there what im looking for out there or will i ever find it

i must hide myself away from allthe pain

from all the words

not knowing whats real any longer trying 2 dig

a way out as it wants 2 keep me down

hide away from it all

safe & unselltled i become

fallen deeper down

my heart full of love

full of hope

crashes down in flames

for him is all the blame

they'll do this everytim e

break ur heart

tear down ur hope

and ur left alone

alone on top of this hill

all of ur dreams they kill

my heart full of love

full of hope

no more

words they mean nothing

and im left alone

i bare my scars 4 u 2 see

looking into my eyes is the key

the sorrow i feel from down deep into my soul

like falling into a deep,dark hole

im crying out 4 u 2 hear

running down my face the bloody tear

will i feel the loving embrace im looking 4

or will the lonliness bury itself into my vey core

can u feel it as u look into my eyes

will u listewn 2 my cries

the sadness staying w/me forever

i drown in this black hole

never finding what im looking for

happin ess never entering my soul

i bare my scars 4 u 2 see

A secret lies beneath my surface

a silence no one hears

a place where all my wonders lie

beyond the place of fears

to look beyond a mirrors face

to read behind these eyes

to listen past the words i sing

to smile when i cry

is the only way 2 figure out

this life,a lonely tale

the only way 2 see beneath

my skin,my holy veil

i'll tell u things u cannot hear

i whisper thru my thought

i'll fill ur mind w/songs of mine

a gift that wasnt bought

thru the years

beyond thwe miles

2 help u understand my trials

try 2 help me figure out

this life,this lonely tale

try &help me see beneath

my skin.my holy veil

part of my soul missing

they say time will heal the pain

i wonder if before i go insane

my heart bleeding 4 them

my heart bleeding 4 myself

will anyone be there?

part of my soul missing

pray 4 it 2 be healed

my fate sealed?

i search

i am comfortably numb

not wanting the pain 2 come

i sit tying myself up,binding my hands from harm

tears falling in a crimson storm,they stir

i am comfortably numb

my heart falling 2 pieces

their voices calling

weak & hopeless

i am comfortably numb