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With guns drown,

And knives drown,

You would think we never,

Loved one another.



But the story is,

A red carpet bliss,

Smile for the cameras.



I hold out my hand,

Take my hand,

If you want me to live.

Take me home now,

Help me sleep soundly,

In the ground.



Kiss my eyes shut,

Tell me what I'm not,

I know who I am,

But do you know who you are?



Cause I know something,

I know more than anyone.



The secret to happiness,

The secret to forgiveness,

Is only a kiss away,

From beginning a new day.



With knuckles down,

Ten, twenty down,

You would think we despised,

All the things inside.



But the story is,

A red carpet bliss,

Smile for the cameras.



I hold out my heart,

Take it apart,

Find the love waiting for you.

Take it away,

Don't want it to stay,

I am cold to you.



Kiss my eyes shut,

Tell me what I'm not,

I know who I am,

But do you know who you are?



Cause I know something,

I know more than anyone.



The secret to happiness,

The secret to forgiveness,

Is only a kiss away,

From beginning a new day.

The secret of life is,

Of eternal bliss is,

Only a kiss away,

From beginning a new day.



Come On! Come, take it all away,

Come On! Take it all today.

Come On! Come, take it all away,

Come On! Take it all today.



Kiss my eyes shut,

Tell me what I'm not,

I know who I am,

But do you know who you are?



Cause I know something,

I know more than anyone,

And to know that something,

Is to be better than anyone!



The secret to happiness,

The secret to forgiveness,

Is only a kiss away,

From beginning a new day.

The secret to happiness,

The secret to forgiveness,

Is only a kiss away,

From beginning a new day!

Kill the name,

Rich in fame,

I'm unlike you,

You said to me.



And this is the cause,

To put us on pause,

What a sick game you play,

False, come what may.



I fall to my knees,

Begging for the keys,

You stole from me,

You stole from me.



Now my heart is a stranger,

My soul is in danger,

And I only have one thing left to say,

You will be haunted by what you didn't say.



I should have never led you here,

Never should have took you there,

Cause all you did was set it ablaze,

My sight now is a blackened haze.



I knew from the start,

To you this was just a part,

In the next scene of your life,

I play husband and you play wife.



And when you are done,

Cast me away,

I'm an empty piece of trash,

Like the tears on your eye lash.



And if you think of me,

I hope one day you think of me,

And see what you lost,

See what you fucking lost.



Now my heart is a stranger,

My soul is in danger,

And I only have one thing left to say,

You will be haunted by what you didn't say.



I should have never led you here,

Never should have took you there,

Cause all you did was set it ablaze,

My sight now is a blackened haze.



It's to late for repentance,

I've gone a great distance,

Now suffer what you made me suffer,

Now suffer what you made me suffer.



Suffer!



And if you think of me,

I hope one day you think of me,

And see what you lost,

See what you fucking lost.



Now my heart is a stranger,

My soul is in danger,

And I only have one thing left to say,

You will be haunted by what you didn't say.



I should have never led you here,

Never should have took you there,

Cause all you did was set it ablaze,

My sight now is a blackened haze.



Suffer!

The blackened haze!

Suffer!

The blackened haze!



Suffer!

Laced pedals,

Shining medals,

Valor,

Honor,

Do they exist,

Or fade to mist.



Misplaced love,

Dead doves,

Holy,

Unholy,

Angels sing,

Demons sing.



About what once was,

And shedding tears because,

The falling sky,

Is falling from your eyes.



Attacked,

Both sides tracked,

Hunted,

This is what we wanted.



If this is the end,

Just know my friend,

We prayed for this,

For one final kiss.

If this is the end,

Just know I'll send,

My soul back for you,

Only if you let me.



Rusted horses,

Old and forgotten choruses,

We have de-solved,

We have un-evolved.



Back to the beginning,

Back to feeding,

On our own waste,

We run in haste.



Attacked,

Both sides tracked,

Hunted,

This is what we wanted.



If this is the end,

Just know my friend,

We prayed for this,

For one final kiss.

If this is the end,

Just know I'll send,

My soul back for you,

Only if you let me.



Only if you let me.



We are apart of the system,

That screams to kill them,

We are apart of the dust,

The rust has become us.



And we scream let us in,

Let us in,

Let us in,

Let us in.



Attacked,

Both sides tracked,

Hunted,

This is what we wanted.



If this is the end,

Just know my friend,

We prayed for this,

For one final kiss.

If this is the end,

Just know I'll send,

My soul back for you,

Only if you let me.

The fluid in my veins,

Eliminates the pain,

Helps keep me sane,

Inside this place.



I see your pretty face,

When I shut my eyes,

I have cracked the sky,

To a plane of forgiveness.



And I have done all this,

To reach eternal bliss,

Now I'm finally home,

I've reaped what I've sown.



And I'm back cause I've been away,

For far to long,

I'm back cause I've been,

Far away for to long.



The smoke clears the air,

Makes the world look fair,

I have never cared,

To reach for my chains.



I cut away the disdain,

I feel for my soul,

I am not your fool,

But I will be your tool.



To reach far beyond this plane,

To a world filled with no hate,

This has become our fate,

To eliminate all pain.



And I'm back cause I've been away,

For far to long,

I'm back cause I've been,

Far away for to long.



I've been fighting the love,

Of my angels.

Been fighting the love,

Of my angels.



For far to long.



I see your pretty face,

When I shut my eyes.

Now I'm finally home,

I've reaped what I've sown.



And I'm back cause I've been away,

For far to long,

I'm back cause I've been,

Far away for to long.

And I'm back cause I've been away,

For far to long,

I'm back cause I've been,

Far away for to long.

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newlyawaken
15:27 May 25 2009

I am glad things are getting better for you honey...its about time *hugs*

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I am gone on hiatus!



To the center of this world,

Looking for something cold,

To slip myself into before,

I brave my front door.



Hallucinations plague,

My bitter old age,

Come sit beside me now,

Come lay beside me now.



And hope that things will change,

That things will not stay the same,

Or else I'm dead,

Dead inside my head.



And to your world I will disappear,

And I will never reappear,

Never reappear.



The grim reaper wants my soul,

It's worth its weight in gold,

You destroy the relationship,

And destroy the love,

I'll destroy the companionship,

Ending the hardship,

While washing you down the drain!



Throw me to the blades,

As my shell begins to fade,

I beg for your love still,

I beg for another fill.



Of your punishment,

Of your abandonment,

Why do I still love you so,

I'm apart of my own state of woe!



So pray that things will change,

That things will not stay the same,

Or else I'm dead,

Dead inside my head.



And to your world I will disappear,

And I will never reappear,

Never reappear.



The grim reaper wants my soul,

It's worth its weight in gold,

You destroy the relationship,

And destroy the love,

I'll destroy the companionship,

Ending the hardship,

While washing you down the drain!



That sewer is fitting for your soul,

I swear to God it's all your fault!

That sewer is fitting for your soul,

I swear to God it's all,

It's all your fault!



God, if you are listening up there,

Open the fucking flood gates!

Open the motherfucking flood gates!

On the ones who abandoned your son,

Me, I am your son!



Open the flood gates,

I am your son!

Open the flood gates,

I am your son!

Wash them down the drain!

Let us pretend,

That this is the end.



The end of all things,

Tale of broken wings.



Lay down on the earth,

And get ready to give birth.



To a new day in the sky,

Time to say goodbye.



A life is dying,

While another begins today.

A life is falling,

While another is rising again.

I cannot forget you,

I don't think I want me too.

All that I know is,

I miss you.



Now that its over,

I can remove the covers.



Turn on the light,

To chase away the night.



Open up the window,

Scream all that I've got.



A life is dying,

While another begins today.

A life is falling,

While another is rising again.

I cannot forget you,

I don't think I want me too.

All that I know is,

I miss you.



I tried to hold on,

But its all dead and gone.

I tried to scream,

Don't abandon me,

But you did it anyway.

You did it anyway.



Now I'm so far gone,

That I said goodbye,

Now I'm so far gone,

I screamed,

Goodbye!



Let us pretend,

That this is the end.



The end of all things,

Tale of broken wings.



Lay down on the earth,

And get ready to give birth.



To a new day in the sky,

Time to say goodbye.



A life is dying,

While another begins today.

A life is falling,

While another is rising again.

I cannot forget you,

I don't think I want me too.

All that I know is,

I miss you.







-Goodbye for me is permanent. If you hear these words, that means their is a strong possibility you will never here from me again.

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Isis101
00:56 May 23 2009

Very nice...! I can also see this one set to music.

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newlyawaken
17:23 May 23 2009

I know yesterday must have been really hard for you *hugs you tight* I am sorry for everything thats happened..I just wanna take all the pain from you..

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Destruction of my world,

Has turned my heart cold,

The demons dance,

And put me into a trance.



The angels have left me,

Left me alone to be,

Any evil I wish to become,

I’ll blast them to kingdom come.



My hate for you is growing,

Growing larger by the second,

My hate for you is numbing,

Any feelings I had for you.



Don’t even try to be something to me.

Don’t even try to be anything to me.

I’ve left you out in the fucking cold.



And now, this present darkness,

I shall harness,

And bring about the devil inside,

And now, this present numbness,

I shall banish,

The angels inside!



This bleeding blood mountain,

Spewing hell from its fountain,

Covers everything you ever saw,

Watch your dreams begin to fall.



The tears are all dried up,

And the bottom of this cup,

Is hallow like your fucking name,

Smashed to bits,

Can you feel the pain?



Don’t even try to be something to me.

Don’t even try to be anything to me.

I’ve left you out in the fucking cold.



And now, this present darkness,

I shall harness,

And bring about the devil inside,

And now, this present numbness,

I shall banish,

The angels inside!



Spoken words mean more to this situation,

Than your gifts of kindness,

And fucking mutilation!



Don’t even try to be something to me.

Don’t even try to be anything to me.

I’ve left you out in the fucking cold.



And now, this present darkness,

I shall harness,

And bring about the devil inside,

And now, this present numbness,

I shall banish,

The angels inside!



Exile!

Exile!

Exile!

Exile!



The angels inside!

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newlyawaken
13:53 May 22 2009

damn...lol

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Isis101
00:59 May 23 2009

Damn...a major erruption here...!

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An assault on the senses,

Breaking into your defenses,

Your walls are tumbling down,

You were lost, now you're found.



I lured you in with my eyes,

Devils charms the reason why,

You can't ever fight me off,

You can't ever turn me off.



I can hear your beating heart,

Closing in like a poison dart,

All I need is a small window,

And your candle to forever glow.



Inside!

The curtains you will hide.

Beside you!

I will speak and confide.

My visions of farewell,

To your eternal hell!



Now that I've broken through,

Your tears of morning dew,

Your body shakes at my sight,

Your desire has come tonight.



In your dreams I haunted,

You!

I've known you wanted,

Me too!



I can see your rising chest,

Your eyes beginning to rest,

On me, your new master now,

You slide to your knees and bow.



Inside!

The curtains you will hide.

Beside you!

I will speak and confide.

My visions of farewell,

To your eternal hell!

My visions of farewell,

To your eternal hell!



No longer a slave but my equal,

Now address all of your people,

No longer a slave but my equal,

Now address all of your people!



Now come from hiding,

From that place inside,

We will speak and confide,

With you by my side.



Our visions of farewell,

To our eternal hell!

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AzriellaRipley
19:27 May 21 2009

This is sooo amazing, eyes n bows, an aesthetic masterpiece, my new favorite, this fan of yours would like more like this.

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Isis101
00:58 May 23 2009

Cool. I think I'm also a fan! LOL!

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Smoke in golden rooms,

Bodies laying in the tombs,

A burial ground for the ancients,

To raise them requires patience.



An ability to also transverse,

The realms of the universe,

Heaven and Hell are included,

Not even Purgatory is excluded.



Now watch me pay my respects,

Cut away all the rotting defects,

Defend them while shadows reflect,

They are nothing that you expect.



But you are a dime a dozen,

Not worth a single gold token,

The world will not remember you,

They will think and quickly forget you.

Your great deeds are washed away,

All the writings and words you say,

Are lost in this black abyss,

You are nothing more than a hit or miss.



Smoke settles upon the stone,

Their bodies wake from the zone,

Of eternal rest and eternal slumber,

Ready to unleash their power and wonder.



Upon us made of flesh and blood,

They will release a cleansing flood,

Upon all who dishonor their name,

You, me, we are all the same.



Now watch me pay my respects,

Cut away all the rotting defects,

Defend them while shadows reflect,

They are nothing that you expect.



But you are a dime a dozen,

Not worth a single gold token,

The world will not remember you,

They will think and quickly forget you.

Your great deeds are washed away,

All the writings and words you say,

Are lost in this black abyss,

You are nothing more than a hit or miss.



All who defied the reverent,

Will become their servants,

All who harmed the subjected,

Will become the rejected.



And none will escape,

None will escape the flood.



Now watch me pay my respects,

Cut away all the rotting defects,

Defend them while shadows reflect,

They are nothing that you expect.



But you are a dime a dozen,

Not worth a single gold token,

The world will not remember you,

They will think and quickly forget you.

Your great deeds are washed away,

All the writings and words you say,

Are lost in this black abyss,

You are nothing more than a hit or miss.



Nothing more than a hit or miss.

Pulling the trigger,

On your black figure,

Watching you die,

Gets me high.



This isn't the time for fun,

And for games,

This is the time for the gun,

To fire its claim.



And that claim is to reconcile,

Your body with my bullet,

And that claim is to reconcile,

Your body with my bullet.



Listening to the metal,

Of an empty cartridge shell,

Hitting the concrete,

Makes me speak.



This isn't the time for fun,

And for games,

This is the time for the gun,

To fire its claim.



And that claim is to reconcile,

Your body with my bullet,

And that claim is to reconcile,

Your body with my bullet.



To reconcile,

To bring together two objects,

To reconcile,

To destroy your failing projects.



You think you can make it alone?

You think you can survive alone?

Your independence is to strong,

Your desire is outdated and wrong.



You will fail and reconcile,

Your mind with my tile,

A bloody mess for me,

To clean up on my knees.



Reconcile!

Reconcile!

Reconcile!

Reconcile with me to save your soul!



Before you pull the trigger,

On your black figure,

Watching you die,

Makes me die.



This isn't the time for fun,

And for games,

This is the time for the gun,

To fire its claim.



And that claim is to reconcile,

Your bullet with my body,

And that claim is to reconcile,

Your bullet with my body,

Your bullet with my body.

Love isn't what,

I thought it would be,

I tip my hat,

To that dead part of me.



I say,

Love is desire,

To be where you are,

To keep up the fire,

And enjoy it afar.



The stone dead kisses,

Speak to me in riddles,

The decaying roses,

Have me in the middle.



Of a red cross hair,

God they don't know what they do,

I lost my two pair,

To a full house of of you.



Anything you say,

Is falling on deaf ears,

One day you'll pay,

For making him fear,

Everything you say.



Another dead victim,

Is an innocent lost,

I knew you loved him,

Was it worth the cost?



Of stone dead kisses,

Speaking to you in riddles,

The decaying roses,

Have souls in the middle.



Anything you say,

Is falling on deaf ears,

One day you'll pay,

For making him fear,

Everything you say.

Everything you say,

Is falling from mute mouths,

He will find a way,

To scream his pain out,

For making him feel,

Everything this way.



Another grave stone,

Is set in the ground,

Loves decaying bones,

Make a frightful sound.



They speak a few words,

To the ones who are living,

Play some guitar chords,

To the living they say...



Love is desire,

To be where you are,

To keep up the fire,

And enjoy it afar.



The stone dead kisses,

Speak to me in riddles,

The decaying roses,

Have me in the middle.



Of a red cross hair,

God they don't know what they do,

I lost my two pair,

To a full house of of you.



Anything you say,

Is falling on deaf ears,

One day you'll pay,

For making him fear,

Everything you say.



Everything this way.

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newlyawaken
15:37 May 17 2009

I will have a question dear!!

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Bloody Sunday in red,

The masses force fed,

By media outlets,

Watch disasters affect.



On the children of this nation,

On its way to damnation,

Who said we care,

Maybe we want to burn,

There.



Could it be we are fallen,

Or just rising up,

And if we are the fallen,

We raise our cups.

We drink our fill of virgins blood.



Dressed in darkest black,

Crushed velvet backs,

We walk these city streets,

Amongst us you shall meet.

Your end.



We hunt for the forsaken,

The lost and the mistaken,

We will love you, my darlings,

Ghosts of those angels falling.



Could it be we are fallen,

Or just rising up,

And if we are the fallen,

We raise our cups.

We drink our fill of virgins blood.



Your daughters are mine,

Slaves in my blood line,

You will witness their pleasure,

At being one of my treasures.

Their souls are mine to dominate,

I will control their eternal fate,

You will watch them feed from me,

Souls to love me for all eternity.



Bloody Sunday in red,

The masses force fed,

By media outlets,

Watch disasters affect.



On the children of this nation,

On its way to damnation,

Who said we care,

Maybe we want to burn,

There.



Could it be we are fallen,

Or just rising up,

And if we are the fallen,

We raise our cups.

We drink our fill of virgins blood.

Virgins blood!

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newlyawaken
17:44 May 15 2009

* chuckles* nice one lol

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Standing on the boarder line,

Hearing those winds chime,

Sounding like your voice,

In a room filled with noise.



I can hear you talking,

You know I'm watching you walking,

To the other side,

Other side of a homicide.



Is one perspective not good enough,

You got to keep searching through,

Til you find out you already had it made.

Is one side of a faceless coin,

Not good enough for you to join,

Me over on the other side,

Beneath the standing shade.



Standing on the edge of this,

Swaying mountain bliss,

Looks like the wind is making,

Sweet love to the board line.



I can feel you descending,

You know I can taste your breathing,

On the other side,

Other side of this homicide.



Is one perspective not good enough,

You got to keep searching through,

Til you find out you already had it made.

Is one side of a faceless coin,

Not good enough for you to join,

Me over on the other side,

Beneath the standing shade.



This mountain tree,

Believe in me,

Can survive,

Way out here.

This mountain tree,

Look and see,

Is alive,

Just like we ought to be.



I can hear you talking,

You know I'm watching you walking,

To the other side,

Other side of a homicide.



Is one perspective not good enough,

You got to keep searching through,

Til you find out you already had it made.

Is one side of a faceless coin,

Not good enough for you to join,

Me over on the other side,

Beneath the standing shade.

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newlyawaken
15:10 May 16 2009

we will talk later my dear...

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I smoke my last cigarette,

Put it out in my hand,

Take one last swig of Absence,

And let myself descend.



Its obvious this anger,

Inside my broken bones,

Will destroy the angel,

And bring about the demon's,

Reign.



A year ago today!

I finally know what to say.



I am nothing but a disease,

A virus for your fucking dreams,

I hope you do whatever pleases,

You,

I hope you can make your dreams,

Come true.



And I can only hope without me,

You find out who you are,

I hope you can open your eyes and see,

The person you really are.



Its obvious this sorrow,

Inside my broken mind,

Will destroy me tomorrow,

But bring me to life when I find,

You.



7 years from now!

In a parking lot in the sky.



I am nothing but a disease,

A virus for your fucking dreams,

I hope you do whatever pleases,

You,

I hope you can make your dreams,

Come true.

I am nothing but a disease,

A virus for your fucking dreams,

I hope you do whatever pleases,

You,

I hope you can make your dreams,

Come true.



Cause I know you felt like you were,

In car with no windows,

Speeding to a place called nowhere,

A place you do not want to go.



I will be waiting,

To set fire to saving!



My life from the life giving water,

I sacrifice myself at the alter,

I don't need closure now,

I just need to know how!



I can't stop the things I see,

How can I stop being me.

I don't need closure now,

I just need to know how!

Need to know how!



I am an old man dying,

80 years of waiting!



I am nothing but a disease,

A virus for your fucking dreams,

I hope you do whatever pleases,

You,

I know you made all your dreams,

Come true.

You made them come true!

Made them come true!

Truth!

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newlyawaken
14:45 May 14 2009

wow hun very nice

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Isis101
19:40 May 15 2009

I really like this one...thanks again for sharing your work!

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I walk down the street,

Following your feet,

As they tap dance to the wall.

I begin to hold my breath,

I clench my teeth,

When I walk down your summer hall.



This is a masquerade,

A living dead parade,

I see your face in mirrors,

Broken down in tears,

Will you open up to me.

Will you open up to me.



Or will you shut me out,

Leaving yourself to drown.



Alone at the bottom of a river,

Rushing water covers any sliver,

Of hope,

I can not find you,

Beneath the tides,

I can not find you,

In the places you hide.



The desert heat,

Begins to make me weak,

As I dig through cooking sands.

I begin to hallucinate,

I'm feeling faint,

When I stop and observe the land.



This is a masquerade,

A living dead parade,

I see your face in mirrors,

Broken down in tears,

Will you open up to me.

Will you open up to me.



Or will you shut me out,

Leaving yourself to drown.



Alone at the bottom of a river,

Rushing water covers any sliver,

Of hope,

I can not find you,

Beneath the tides,

I can not find you,

In the places you hide.

Alone at the bottom of a graveyard,

I see the final hand and the cards,

You dealt,

I can not find you,

Beneath the tides,

I can not find you,

In the places you hide!



If you didn't want to be found,

Why did you call me,

Call me,

If you didn't want to be found,

Why did you call me,

Call me.

Now your voice it haunts me,

Your face twisted in pain,

Now your voice it haunts me,

Your face twisted in pain!



This is a masquerade,

A living dead parade,

I see your face in mirrors,

Broken down in tears,

Will you open up to me.

Will you open up to me.



Or will you shut me out,

Leaving yourself to drown.



Alone at the bottom of a river,

Rushing water covers any sliver,

Of hope,

I can not find you,

Beneath the tides,

I can not find you,

In the places you hide.

In the places you hide!

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birra
04:43 May 13 2009

Very nice... excellent work.

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Come to me sweetly,

With complex feelings,

Miss universe,

I'm dying in a hearse.



Revive me darling,

This is your calling,

Mr. Superstar,

Big black car.



Hold on to me tightly,

A crush? Only slightly,

To the window,

Beneath, where I'll go.



Watching you gently,

Remove your fixings,

From the body,

Of the goddess,

Somebody!



Call the police,

Disturbing the peace,

Forcing me to do naughty things to you.

Call the police,

Disturbing my peace,

Forcing me to do naughty things with myself.



Come to me baby,

Follow the red candy,

To the door,

Turn you into a whore.



On your knees weakly,

Open up and gently,

Swallow me whole,

Lets see how far you will go.



Pushing the limits,

Of your sanity.

You're so timid,

Bow for your majesty.



Watching you gently,

Remove your fixings,

From the body,

Of the goddess,

Somebody!



Call the police,

Disturbing the peace,

Forcing me to do naughty things to you.

Call the police,

Disturbing my peace,

Forcing me to do naughty things with myself.



Oh, you will love me,

Oh, you will love me good,

Oh, lovely, oh lovely,

You will love me so fucking good.



Call the police,

Disturbing the peace,

Forcing me to do naughty things to you.

Call the police,

Disturbing my peace,

Forcing me to do naughty things with myself.



Call the police,

Disturbing the peace,

Forcing me to do naughty things to you,

Forcing me to do naughty things to you!

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deathssweet
20:12 May 12 2009

very nice

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Father said the time would come,

When you wont get shot down,

All I can say when I'm alone,

I've done this all before.



Nothing new,

Another one walks right out the door,

Nothing new about it,

Except she meant so much more.



Now I feel,

The car spinning out of control,

Watch the wheel,

Turn me around, around, around again.



Now I forgot which way is up,

Which way is down,

All around,

I see the wreckage of my life,

Now I'm alone,

When I needed her the most.

I needed her the most.



Mother said the time would come,

When I would not be let down,

All I can say when I'm alone,

I've done this all before.



A different day,

But the same sad story plays,

And when I dream,

I see her ripping at the seams.



Now I feel,

The car spinning out of control,

Watch the wheel,

Turn me around, around, around again.



Now I forgot which way is up,

Which way is down,

All around,

I see the wreckage of my life,

Now I'm alone,

When I need her most.

I need her most.

Now I forgot which way to go,

Which way is home,

All around,

I see the wreckage of my life,

Now I'm alone,

When I needed her the most,

I needed her the most.



Another broken promise,

Another fucking lie,

Another broken heart,

A man tearing himself apart.



They all said the day would come,

When I would go and close that door,

All I can say when I'm alone,

Is I've done this all before.



But now I see,

I am free to continue my life,

How I feel about it,

I'm still trying to get by.



Now I see,

The car spinning out of control,

It's not me,

Turning around, around, around again.



Now I know which way is up,

Which way is down,

All around,

I see the beginning of my life,

Now I am home,

When I needed me the most.

I needed me the most.

I don't get,

Why you all are smiling,

Something funny,

Did I miss the fucking punch line?



Did I miss,

The class on how to forgive,

When your feeling lost,

I guess I haven't learned,

At all!

Nothing at all!



One more shot and I'll be dead,

On the fucking floor,

Can't stand it at all,

Stand it at all,

One more bottle and I'll be dead,

On the fucking floor.



I don't get,

How you could just move on,

Cause I can't,

Maybe I'm just not fucking strong.



Did I miss,

The class on how to forgive,

When your feeling lost,

I guess I haven't learned,

At all!

Nothing at all!



One more shot and I'll be dead,

On the fucking floor,

Can't stand it at all,

Stand it at all,

One more bottle and I'll be dead,

On the fucking floor.



Pump my stomach,

Nothing ever comes of it,

Fuck off cause I haven't learned nothing at all.

Pump my stomach,

Nothing ever comes of it,

Fuck off cause I haven't learned nothing at all.



You say,

You want me back now,

To late,

Cause I'm buried in the fucking ground.

You say,

You want me back now,

To late,

Cause I'm buried in the fucking ground.



Did you miss,

The class on how to forget,

When your feeling lost,

I guess you haven't learned,

At all!

Nothing at all!



One more shot and you'll be dead,

On the fucking floor,

Can't stand it at all,

Stand it at all,

One more bottle and you'll be dead,

On the fucking floor.

Just lay there still,

Watch me work,

You're my favorite kill,

I love to work...



On you, your pale skin,

Is more than just a sin,

It is holy to my eyes,

Speak now or forever die.



In your bed you are,

Tied up,

Just start screaming,

Or shut the fuck up.



You will like it when I'm done with you,

You will like everything I'm about to do to you!



You are my pet and slave,

You have misbehaved,

For the last time,

You will be punished for your crime.

You are my pet and slave,

You have misbehaved,

I hope you enjoy this,

Cause I will never stop this.



Just lay there still,

Watch me work,

You're my favorite pill,

I love to work...



On you, you addicting drug,

I love watching you tug,

At your restraints,

You look like a struggling saint.



In your bed you are,

Tied up,

Just start screaming,

Or shut the fuck up.



You will like it when I'm done with you,

You will like everything I'm about to do to you!



You are my pet and slave,

You have misbehaved,

For the last time,

You will be punished for your crime.

You are my pet and slave,

You have misbehaved,

I hope you enjoy this,

Cause I will never stop this.



Relax and enjoy the show,

Just breath and go with the flow,

Relax and enjoy my soul,

Cause you know I am enjoying yours.



You are my pet and slave,

You have misbehaved,

For the last time,

You will be punished for your crime.

You are my pet and slave,

You have misbehaved,

I hope you enjoy this,

Cause I will never stop this.



My little pet wants more.

My little pet wants more.

My little pet wants more.

My little pet...

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AzriellaRipley
03:35 May 10 2009

Lucky Pet, you have an amazing gift!

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Sitting on my front lawn,

Waiting for this night,

To be chased by dawn.



I can feel the rays of light,

Burning holes in my skin.



Can I let go?

I want to let it all go,

Can I let go?

Why wont you let me go.



So I, can feel your wings,

Touch my bleeding hands,

All I hear is her voice,

Singing me to sleep,

All I feel is myself,

Slipping beneath the sands.



Sitting on my front lawn,

Waiting for the light,

To burn me until I'm gone.



I can feel the rays of light,

Feel the fire dance on my skin.



Can I let go?

I want to let it all go,

Can I let go?

Why wont you let me go.



So I, can feel your wings,

Touch my bleeding hands,

All I hear is her voice,

Singing me to sleep,

All I feel is myself,

Slipping beneath the sands.



Maybe in my death you will see,

How I tried to be, yeah,

Tried to be, yeah,

Maybe in my death you'll find me,

Holding you tightly,

Holding you tightly.



I have let go,

I have let go of my,

Demons inside my,

Heart.

I have let it go,

I have let it all go,

These demons inside,

My heart.



So I, can feel your wings,

Touch my bleeding hands,

All I hear is her voice,

Singing me to sleep,

All I feel is myself,

Slipping beneath the sands.

All I feel is myself,

Slipping beneath the sands.

I watch,

You dance in the snow,

I watch,

You slowly letting go.



Hair flowing,

Flames,

Glowing,

Brighter than fires rain.



Cold one,

Waiting,

You're alone,

Mine for the taking.



Do not run,

Not clever,

For the sun,

Can not shine forever.



If you flee,

I will find you,

You will love me,

When I taste...



Your skin and tears,

You tremble,

With absolute fear,

You stumble...



I'm next to you,

Feeling,

You inhale,

Your chest swells.



Beneath my touch,

You exhale lust,

I feel the rush,

Of my blood lust.



Open your neck,

Screaming,

Muscles flexing,

You're struggling.



I hold you down,

You fight,

I know I've found,

My Queen of night.



You slowly still,

In my arms,

I've had my fill,

I mean you no harm...



I mean you no harm.



Arise,

My vampire Queen,

Open your eyes to be seen,

By my adoring face,

Welcome to the vampire race.



Arise,

Come to your master,

Kneel at my feet,

Look into my eyes,

Blissful hell will you find.

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Isis101
02:58 May 08 2009

cool...interesting.

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newlyawaken
18:57 May 08 2009

wow..very good

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heartofonyx
21:33 May 08 2009

very nice and interesting

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AzriellaRipley
03:08 May 10 2009

This is so beautifully deep and dark, love it!

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Welcome...

The body sings of disease,

Eyes swollen in,

The soul wishes to be,

Released.



The housing is burning,

Kindred souls calling,

Mouth sown shut,

Eyes shut open.



Hear the crawling creature,

Watch with your mind,

Double feature,

And pray you find,

Yourself inside.



The maze continues its twisting,

Drawing the fabled turning,

Of one face to another,

My sister, now my mother.



Feel the crimson touch,

Teeth,

Break flesh that will blush,

At what lies beneath,

The surface...breath.



Don't forget to breath.

Whatever you do,

Don't forget to breath,

Whatever you do...



Looking down at your face,

As fire licks at this place,

Teeth,

They break your flesh,

They make you blush.



His hands...they make you blush.



Vampire...I am vampire.

Vampire...I am God.

Vampire...I am He.

Vampire...Welcome...



You who no longer blush...

The serpent speaks,

Attack,

Fangs and coils seek,

My moon-skin back.



Attack, youth of tomorrow,

Fill their world's with sorrow,

My glory reeks of it,

I wish to fill the pit.



My majesty waits for me,

Blind eyes waiting to see,

Sensing,

Nothing.



Hearing my dull voice,

In the din of noise,

He comes,

Hoping to steal some...



Lives...the youth choose to die,

It is a truth, not a lie,

To think we are dying slowly,

In the most unholy...



...To bleed is the new trend,

Cut up and you will send,

Your life down the storm drain,

And your family...will make it rain.



Attack, youth of tomorrow,

Fill their world's with sorrow,

My glory reeks of it,

I have begun to fill the pit.



So says the serpent.

So says the serpent.

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Isis101
03:00 May 08 2009

very expressive - I lke this!

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Fighting for one last kiss,

From your lips,

I am going to miss you,

As the poison rips.



I am falling deeper now,

Beneath the waves,

I'm not sure I know how,

To not be your slave.



I just want to see you one last time,

I just want to feel you one more time,

If I can not feel your soul,

I'll become your ghost.



Now that the green line,

Is a flat line,

Not making a sound or chime,

I know it's time.



I watch you walk away,

With tears in your eyes,

I know all your hate for me,

Was nothing but lies.



I just want to see you one last time,

I just want to feel you one more time,

If I can not feel your soul,

I'll become your ghost.



I'll become your ghost.



I'll follow wherever you are,

In your place or in your car,

I'll watch over my first love,

One day you'll feel my true love.



I got to to see you one last time,

I got to say I love you one more time,

I will fade away now,

Into the sunrise.



Into the sunrise.

Put the bottle down,

Or don't go to town,

They say a green monster,

Is inside the confines.



I sit here waiting for a voice,

To tell me to make a choice,

But I hear nothing,

Nothing at all.



So I write a lullaby for the lonely,

For the babies that are crying,

I know how it feels to be lonely,

You don't have to do this on your own,

So stop trying,

To be tough.



My friends are in different towns,

Their lives like mine got ups and downs,

Don't know what I'd do with out them,

I'd probably die.



I got my faith that one day I can,

Be a perfect man for a woman,

I just know I can succeed,

I just need a chance.



So I write a lullaby for the lonely,

For the babies that are crying,

I know how it feels to be lonely,

You don't have to do this on your own,

So stop trying,

To be tough.



Let it out, I know it hurts so bad,

Let it out, I know it makes you fighting mad,

Let it out, I know your tired of hurting,

Let it out, I don't mind if you start crying.



This world is so damn hard and mean,

I know cause of the things I've seen,

But we got to be strong for our friends,

Hold on til the bitter end.



So I write a lullaby for the lonely,

For the babies that are crying,

I know how it feels to be lonely,

You don't have to do this on your own,

So stop trying,

To be tough.



Stop trying to be tough.

I broke the new mold of myself,

This new me is coming off the shelf,

I came here to fight for who I am,

Not who I was way back when.



I journeyed to the center of my soul,

With a simple important goal,

To bury the ghost of a little child,

Who in the past has been defiled.



Spiritually and mentally drained,

I will not re-frame,

From telling them my story,

To gain some of my glory.



Cause the 5 senses of silence,

Are how I've been in compliance,

With the demons on my shoulder,

Making my soul seem colder.

Cause the 5 senses of silence,

I brake them with my defiance,

Buried them six feet underground,

They couldn't even make a sound.



Your mind can not forget me,

With your green eyes closed,

I am the only thing you see,

Doors will remain opened.



When you feel my touch,

A chill goes up your spine,

I paint with my fingers brush,

Take this as a blessings sign.



That I'm still lying next to you,

Maybe I still love you too,

But maybe I'm hurting from you too,

Cause your silence is golden,

And it's suits you!

It suits you!



Cause the 5 senses of silence,

Are how I've been in compliance,

With the love within my heart,

Tearing my soul apart.

Cause the 5 senses of silence,

I brake them with my defiance,

By telling I'll stand by your side,

Until the day that I've died!



I speak out to the smiling masses,

In the silence of your nights and dreams,

You will hear from me.

I speak out to the smiling masses,

In the silence of your nights and dreams,

You will hear from me.



Because we all regret what we've lost,

The benefit did not out weight the cost,

But in-spite of all the pain within my mind,

I have really begun to search and find.



My soul...My Soul!!!



So let it be written, so let it be done.

So let it be written, so let it be done.

So let it be written, so let it be done.

So let it be written, so let it be done.



That I did this out of love for me,

While thinking always about you,

I did this out of love for me,

While thinking always about you!



Cause the 5 senses of silence,

Are how I've been in compliance,

With the love within my heart,

Tearing my soul apart.

Cause the 5 senses of silence,

I brake them with my defiance,

By telling I'll stand by your side,

Until the day that I've died!



I have died! I have died! I have died! I have died!

I follow the path of a tumbleweed,

Blowing down these desert streets,

I don't know when I will heed,

What you're saying to me,

Saying to me now.



But I guess I'll just have to go,

Wherever the wind blows me to,

The wind blows me to.

So I guess I will just have to go,

Wherever the wind blows me to,

The wind blows me to.



In this small town we grew up in,

I can still see us walking,

Sill see us talking,

I guess a part of me stayed behind,

Hoping you'd come back to me,

Come back to me now.



But I guess I'll just have to go,

Wherever the wind blows me to,

The wind blows me to,

So I guess I will just have to go,

Wherever the wind blows me to,

The wind blows me to.



Even though I still feel right by your side,

There is no way for me to hide this fact from you,

I can not leave these feelings I have inside,

There is no way for me to bury this love for you.



So now you know what I have dreamed about,

It all comes back to you,

Now you know that I love you inside and out,

And all I want is you.

All I want is you.



But I guess I'll just have to go,

Wherever the wind blows me to,

The wind blows me to.

So I guess I will just have to go,

Wherever the wind blows me to,

The wind blows me to...



The wind blows me to.