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~*~Another Untitled Work~*~
00:48 Jul 23 2010
Times Read: 484

Wheres the justice? Wheres the peace?

Wheres salvation? Wheres my ease?

How to Cope? How to stay sane?

Where do I go to relax this pain?

This Indigo is fighting, fighting with all her might,

I fear I have no hope, and I can't give up on what is right.

I may be wrong, but only without another option,

I walk a clear path one full of caution,

but danger lurks ahead of me, trapping me in every direction.

~*~ QUESTIONS OF A BROKEN HEART~*~
00:47 Jul 23 2010
Times Read: 485

How could I have thought that it was anything more than fake? And how could I just let myself be played? How could I mistake your words and somehow twist their meaning? How could you make me cry when its only been a day? How(?), when I promised to never feel this way? How could I be so gullible as to think that this was finally real? Why?

Why am I so gullible? Why does it always end up like this? Why do I feel like the jerk? Why does it always happen to me? Why? Why do I still call to talk to you? What?

What do I expect you to say? What makes you so attractive to me? What makes me repulsive to you? What do you hold against me that keeps your feelings for me from growing? What? What did I do this time? When?

When did I hurt you so bad, that made it ok for you to hurt me? When did I become the joke, that you can laugh at into the night? When? When did I lett myself become so fake? How? Why?



Why am I so fake?

~*~UNDERNEATH YOUR CAR~*~
00:45 Jul 23 2010
Times Read: 487

Theres a dog, pissing on a big oak tree,



Yes, I know, this may seem to you freaky,



but when our friends are gone and the parties over,



all my love will still belong to Rover,







[chorus]: Underneath your car theres a dog named Rover,



But he lives no more cause you ran him over,



that was the car he chose to mark his territory,



and heres the finger you deserve for killing such a good dog, honey.







Because of you~ he forgot the smart place to hide,



Because of you~ I'm running out of pets that survive



I wanna see the dog in all his hasppy antics~ running, barking, playing, drooling.



all in all he's my best friend, its almost like he was my son.







[chorus]

~*~I'M GONNA JUMP~*~
00:44 Jul 23 2010
Times Read: 488

I'm standing on a bridge, I'm waiting in the dark, I thought that you'd be here, by now, but you done pissed me off and now I'm gonna jump, somebody better get me down.



[chorus]: Isn't anyone trying to save me? Won't somebody please help me down? It's a cold,cold night, trying to finish off my life, won't you take me by the hair and just throw me off, I don't know what went wrong but I, I'm gonna jump, yeah yeah



I'm looking for a place, been searching here for ways, wheres the best place to try? Cause nothings going right and everythings a mess, and now I just want to die.



[chorus]



yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yea---------hey looks theres a fire truck!

~*~A Child's Death~*~
00:42 Jul 23 2010
Times Read: 489

After tonight a child no longer screams,



Amother no longer dreams,



The end of a deep spiritual war,



And the soul cries out no more,



The soul now foun, once so badley lost,



The childs life the painful cost,



The darkness took the child away,



Beneath the ground to forever lay,



Through silent screams and loud silence,



The last blood to break the violence,



Hurt and shame in a mothers eyes,



Her tears so scarce as her angel dies.

~*~Untitled~*~
00:41 Jul 23 2010
Times Read: 490

I could have sworn you said you loved me,

Words, a whisper from the past tries to bind me,

Wise you were yet blemished, little beauty did you hold,

You were sheltered like a butterfly, before it escapes its cucoon mold,

And somehow I let you go,

Unaware of your beauty, a side of you I didn't know,

Late you were to bloom, now beauty around you radiates and softly flows,

I could kick myself, before you were just the lilly among the rose,

Now with beauty like an orchid never fading, never dying with time,

If only I had been the one to hold you, then I could have made you mine,

But I hated how you looked, I hated how you were,

I hated how you felt, I even hated how you hurt,

You might think of this a plea to have you back, maybe at once it was,

But you went through too much pain, and I know that I was the cause,

Back then I was like a hawk, my words cut through you tore you, as if they were my beak,

Even now I know how much I hurt you, as I watch the tears flow down your cheek,

I lift my finger tips to touch yours,

And all I feel is cold glass, I should have known ofcourse,

Not even my own mirrored reflection wants me,

So alone, tormented, tortured shal I be,

All alone to stare at a broken reflection,

So lost to the world, I lost all connection,

I never thought of myself richly, not a beauty, nor refined,

I thought I was the unlucky soldier, the only woman left behind,

Though I won a few good battles, it never changed the way I felt,

Eventually I lost the war, this war against myself,

I always said I'd rather die than to spend my life alone,

I know I've been alone, emptiness is all I've ever known,

As I sit and prepare to stare again I see as salty tears stain my face,

All in all I'm done, I'm over, quiting this neverending race.

~*~Gone~*~
00:40 Jul 23 2010
Times Read: 491

I know your worries,

I feel your pain,

I hear your muffled cry for help,

I step back I back up,

I turn away,

I look to the lake,

Graceful and glissening blue,

It calls me to it,

I pull myself closer,

I step out onto the water,

I turn and look your way,

Everything will be O.K.,

My eyes glow,

I look up I begin to float,

Your angel returns to heaven,

I walk across the soft fluffy clouds,

I look down and see you cry,

I've tried so hardto make you see,

That I am where you are,

And I love you more than any other worldly thing.

~*~My Reply~*~
00:39 Jul 23 2010
Times Read: 492

You asked me to marry you,

You asked me to be the mother of you children,

You asked me to be there when no one else will,

You asked me to love you,

You asked me to simply care,

You asked me to listen and talk to you everyday,

To simply kiss you when you heart feels dispair,

You asked if I loved you,

You asked if I was ready,

You asked if I was okay,

And my reply was simply yes,

But now you ask me how I'll be,

For a year you will be gone,

To fight for me, the baby, and the whole country,

And now my reply is so much more,

I really think you should hear,

I love you my soldier darling,

My heart holds you dear,

I'll miss you but I'll see you agian I know,

WHEN you return to my arms, safely back to our home!

~*~Unacknowledged~*~
00:38 Jul 23 2010
Times Read: 493

An unwilling love,

With an un willing touch,

The unwilling hands,

The unwilling looks,

The unwilling feelings,

The unwilling hearts,

The unwilling couples,

The unwilling boy with the unwilling girl,

The unwanted heartbreak,

The unwanted life,

The unwanted pain,

The early relationshipof the uneasy,

The pain of the unloved,

The mind of the unloving,

The rudeness of the unkind,

The 'un's of the world make no better place,

But pain turns so great that death is the only resort,

And society which is the unwordly beast,

Shun out the unkwowing,

Turns a frown on the unacknowledged death of a teen

~*~To My Valentine~*~
00:37 Jul 23 2010
Times Read: 494




To my valentine i send my love with a twist

With a whisper and a hug and a gentle kiss

My cheeks feel hot and red they glow

Because in my heart i truely know

That when it comes to push or shove

I will always have your love

In the silence, your voice i hear

But your not here, you're unreal i fear

And i will love you throughout the year

I hope i've made that perfectly clear

I stare at the morning roses, covered in mist

It reminds me of you and this feeling of bliss!

~*~Love in Hate~*~
00:33 Jul 23 2010
Times Read: 496

I am in love,

Yet I am in hate,

No one ever understands me,

He flatters me,

He lets me down,

I don't know what to do,

He gets me high,

I feel so low,

What do I do,

I am in love,

I am in hate,

I don't even understand me.

How is it that I can love you

And hate you at the same time?

I will never understand,

All I know is this love and hate,

and only one will last forever,

I am in love.

~*~Angel of Music or Phantom of Fright~*~
00:32 Jul 23 2010
Times Read: 497

A fathers promise became so blindly kept,

An angel to guide you through every step,

Lyrical beauty, an angel indeed,

To a hopeless, lost child in need,

Years of blind power, the power so strong,

Wrapped heplessly up in night's endless song,

At once I gave the Angel of Music my heart,

But the Phantom of Fright then tore it apart,

I don't know what to do, alone and so scared,

For this moment, all my life prepared,

To face passion, or a hollow end of dark night,

To face the Angel of Music or the Phantom of Fright.