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I wanted to share a heart paining experience I suffered today

I am Pagan and dam Proud I run a small metaphysical healing shop

I am psychic I do reads as I do native americna healings with crystals saging etc



Today my blood brother and his wife approached me first about my hair colour and then my hair jewlery said it was of the devil



stated I had desicrated my likes to the devil

jesus would not be happy



Went on to say my workings in my shop was demonic



this all happenned in front of my 8 year old daughter



and in a public shopping centre



I tried to explain we were not evil to leave our kind alone said seers were of the devil



I have now disowned them

in my eyes they are dead to me



blood turning on blood

disgusts me

I mourne for my physical loss of connection with my blood brother yet tis my sisters and brothers of my own kind support me



and they wonder why we detest forced Christianity evangical preachers so much!



go figure !

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markus666
23:49 Feb 23 2011

The misconception that your Brother and Wife are showing is a failed approach of control. By attacking something that you believe, they are touching every angle of your existence, so they be in charge of your life. He will be always your blood brother, but, He will not be your spiritual brother. When we go into a path that has created so many misconception between the humans, always will be some them, who will try to control you just by telling you, that you are wrong and they are right. I am proud of you, and may the light shine upon you and your offspring.

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I love books I love to read this paritcular entry caught my eye... it so describes me how I feel...I*ll let you try and guess where it came from............



THEY call it witching hour... that time in the middle of the night when NO humans are awake

when creatures of the night can hear them breathing, smell their blood, watch their dreams unfold...



It is the time when the World is ours when we can hunt kill protect



Its the time when I am most eager to feed..

But I must hold Back...



Because by holding back by haunting only those animals whose blood never quickens with desire



whose hearts dont pound with joy..

whose yearnings dont make them dream

I can control my destiny, I can hold back from my dark side

I can control my power



Which is why on a night I can smell blood all around me when I know in a instant I could connect to the power Ive been resisiting for so long and will resist for all eternity



I need to write,,, Through writing down my history seeing various scenes and years connect to each other, like beads on a everlasting chain I can stay connected to who I was back when I was human and the only blood I ever heard rushing in my ears and felt punding in my heart was my own.........

I can feel you a mile away I cannot run I cannot hide ...........

rambling of a late night infactuation maybe perhaps not..........



but it tis strong....

such anger I feel you have towards me you say you left me for weeks on end no answer.......

oh my beloved ..........tis the past was washed away out of control like a raging river mush of qld was wasked away yet beloved I am STILL here!

now a new beginning of longing loving and understanding takes root



let me entwine you in thine limbs...

let me evoke you into my shrine......of my eternal bliss...

I was always with you even though we are far apart physically

elementally we are forever entwined.....

so be it I am yours as you were mine

as in the beginning for al time............

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itiseyebatta
17:20 Feb 01 2011

your words are so enchanting

I swear I find myself in another place when I gaze apon your words

its almost as if I was there with you

oh how you find a way to reach out

through so many miles away I can feel you

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