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This Morning I woke to the Aluring scent of Rain...

As I sat on my Veranda watching the rain drizzle down its sleete almost like snow like I took a deep breathe and embraced the very first few hews of the golden dawn of the New year....



Something Different I felt of this day to no others days Felt before this a whole new Newness, a cleanliness almost a a angeletic Type feel of fresh whole new posibilities...

A new Start a New beginning... my soul yearned for it needed it wanted desperate to leave the past old me and what ever decay lyed with it behind....



A new calling in the Distance bekoning perhaps or maybe that of a old rivalry finally understanding the real meaning of life instead of being caught up in her old decaying thought patterns of past unhapiness...

perhaps I am not the only one who feels this way

perhaps I am

so for now I enjoy the sweet silence before the rest of the world wakes up, before I turn on my mobile phone and get in endated with well wishes for the New Year....

but for now I wish to sit and drink in the sweet abys of something very new very wholesome on the horizon.....

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itiseyebatta
00:48 Jan 01 2011

reading this put chills throughout my being. and it felt as if a gentle hand caress my face... tears filling my eyes... if only you could feel when I reach out..

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many months I was curderled in a ball...

locked away from the world it seems

functioning just in the mortal world

just suviving

constantly hiding who and what I am ...



many gyspys tears have been cried over loves long lost yet strangely when re awakened found...



senses awakened

amzing I can smell things from miles away

the scent of distant rain

the smell of flowers blooming

the scent your wearing!

I can again sense euphoric feeelings that were buried along with me for a very long time...



It started with the dreams

a distant calling

in my wake time there was a constant urge to seek you out find you

what to say if I did when you asked

how could you turn away from your own vampire family

how could turn away from the very one that loved you the most....me!

I pull my knees close up to my body

I cry a heart felt cry and



"I scream I Drink no more !"

you say to me you lie!

you crave this just like the rest of us

you cannot change what you are what I made you!



you fool you will die if you no longer dance with the vampires

and if you ignore your true calling....



they are your only true family

Come child they say " we will forgive you this once" if you only now just drink!



I pull myself up from the ground...

Almost my heart is passing as I meet your gentle but dark eyes



I know if I feed I cannot turn back ever again...



but your arms are so warm

and your blood flows strongly as you make a simple tear in your wrist....

"Drink!" you command....



you whisper come back to me

you were my only love

I look briefly back at my mortal family with tears in my eyes

knowing they will never understand why again I have turned back to who I was who I am!

I am tranced with your dark eyes and step forth into your world again into now our world

As the world falls away behind me I reunite with you once more...........

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itiseyebatta
14:33 Dec 31 2010

amazing..how when I read that which you write it feels as if I am truly there with you.

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itiseyebatta
14:34 Dec 31 2010

amazing..how when I read that which you write it feels as if I am truly there with you.

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itiseyebatta
14:35 Dec 31 2010

amazing..how when I read that which you write it feels as if I am truly there with you.

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