Smile my child for i have come have you missed me very long?
What brave feats have you attempted
or have you done nothing all along?
Do you sit there frozen in chill fearful of the swarming sea
or are you simply just a coward just like all others afraid of me.
Do you fear my slightest movement
the loneliness that i ensue,
perhaps you've simply forgotten that I'm the one that makes you move
smile my child for i have come
and all is well for i am ne'er
trust in me and don't lose heart for all are lonely when i am here .
I lost the life i long to lead
along the worn and trodden path
i bent upon my weakened knees
to try and search among the grass
and all at once it came to me
the thought of all eternity
the playground of the wizened mind
to be immersed in that brown abyss
for all i though has led me astray and now at last i come to see
the distance was never that far
never to far between the ground and me
What a friend i had
more faithful than a brother
time has faded away and revield Jame's
for a betrayer
lost in seas far beyond measure
just to find the void waste deep
i've looked into the eyes of a lamb
to face the wrath of wolfs sharp teeth
Lancelot has rust in armor
Pendragon now knows the weak
the once loved brother now old and frail
at last revealed before his king
In far there was an infested land
that sat twixt the raging seas
and all its domain vain and proud
for all in their sight belonged to me
sitting high upon my throne of white
i send there children and sons to die
for i am god who shalt be heard
for all my subjects long for my hand
fear is the tool of my everlasting presence
terror the strength in my right hand
i hold the keys of life and death
for the pitiful retches of this desolate land
I had a dream so fair
she looked as if moon had a daughter
in pale grace fragile as ice
shimmer in the everlasting moonlight
the bitter chill of winter
has only added a ferver
the beauty of a goddess
unmatched by that of her lover
wispers soft as summers breeze
play along the quiet brook
for all the luster of a black hearted diamond
to lay upon the edge of green
Guinevere sits beside her king
the wise man sits purched in corner
longing in his weathered eyes
for only that which is mortal
A mist upon the far off shore
cast below this rage of emotion
a tear for all the days spent turning
looking for a strength to hold
tell a friend some sweet soft story
to engineer a fate unseen
lullabies sad as Satan looking on his long lost queen
foreign as the strangest stranger
walking through the desolate place
a summers dream once vibrant as life
now cold beneath the palest face.
A vast unmeasurable
prostrate in humiliation
a hopeless effort from a
intricate fessade
airs fall dead with the realization
that the Master of Lies now lays with god
A kingdom gone, glory disbanded
tears wash away the strength of his memory
only the desolate remember the call
to look for his return in the dead of evening
Once i went home
the walls where cold and bare
i looked for the comfort of mothers hand
only to find deaths cold piercing stare
lurking behind the curtains of my mind
stalking the movement of my subconscious being
waiting for the hands to hit the last hour
the shallow but labored pains of life
the last fleeting feeling of love incarnate
what is left but the word of the lord
should you fear eternal damnation
or whispering lies to a jealous god?
Flowering thoughts of ever changing love
lost apon the open sea
left to nothing but a lier
changing hands with someone free
sunlight cast a waning shadow
far along a crumbling wall
built to keep the sadness from growing
overflowing to drown us all
What are friends but words
words that only lie
telling tales to make us feel
as if we all are tied
togethar in this ship
this ship about to sink
the only thing keeping us here
the smile we know is fake
Frolicking in a field of complete boredom
lying in a pool of numbed concentration
normality seems to fight the change
of being something more than strange
hating square as only a triangle can
fearing a circle much more than four
casting out for someone different
only to find another closed door
why should i be the average
when all i want is to be the six
last in one three in all
the number of a saddened soul
trust in what
there is no friend
lie in dark
the sun is gone
catch a flame
but burn in silence
turn in hope
to find your love
only emptiness
is waiting there
only this and cold disspare
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