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im so sick of fake ass people. i dont know how many times i have seen someones comments read " I have to be Me". well if you have to be you, than be original. y must u steal someones title or thought. if u have to be u, then say something else. like i dont want to be you!! at least thats different. grrrrr...my bitch of the day...tommorrow is a new day...so itll be a new bitch.

I believe that what comes around goes around. Being said..I was with a man when i found, what i thought was, the man of my dreams. He was kind and caring. He knew all the right things to say, and when to say them. He made me feel like i was the center of the universe. But this man did not come easily. He was also with someone. Well needless to say that we ended up together. And for many years we tried to make it work. Threw all the fights and agruements, the lies, and the betrayl. We tried. And yet everytime i see him the butterflies start to soar again. But im afraid he does not feel the same anymore.Now i know that we are done. But i just cant help it. I cant control it. No matter how much i want to. And the ironic thing now is the one he left for me...we are friends now.

Y is it that everytime u need something, u come running in my direction. u talk a good game wen ur away from everyone. wen u cant see or talk to ur friends and family, but only threw letters and glass. u build my hopes up, begging me to give you another chance that you have changed. that u have finally realized that i am the one you want to spend the rest of your life with. just for you to tell me that you have to be me.....well i am done with all of your bullshit. i have waited on the sidelines for far too long and i am done waiting. you have to be me...well go be you. dont look in my direction for shit cauz i have nothing for you. you made your bed now lay in it.