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i do believe that he is my soul mate in every aspect of the meaning. but how can i love him so much and despise him in the same breathe. wen he is good he is really good and loving, but wen he is bad, holy shit..he can cut your heart open with just a glance. i know he loves me there is no doubt. but were is all of this mistrust and dishonesty come from? i try and talk with my friends but this has been foing on for many years and i kno that they r tired of hearing all of the bs. they are getting to the point that they tell me to give up. maybe we arent meant to b together. and maybe thats true. but still in all those words hurt, cauz i do love him so. idk...he turns my world upside down. damn........