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Emotions pour to the floor in shades of red,

Draining out all that we used to be.

Echoes of everything that you said,

Still whisper in each memory.



This place still haunts my thoughts,

There's no way to be rid of you.

Feeling empty - or still in shock,

These words choke me until I turn blue.



All of the color drains from my face,

A sudden darkness i've never known before.

Help me to forget this place,

I don't want to know it anymore.



As I shut the door behind me,

I tell myself I won't go back.

Hoping that you can't find me,

In this place that fades to black.

What do you want form me



Seriously



What do you want me to do



Stand in front of you



And bark out a bunch of nonsensical bullshit



Just like all of these other fucking animals



Acting like they care about something



Well



I don't care



I don't give a shit



And all of these shallow pathetic fucks



That call themselves "Poets"



Disgust me



With their false brooding



Their false lives



Their false agendas



Their false fucking selves



What do you want from me



Do you want the fact



That I cannot forgive



That I am bitter and hateful



Or better yet



That I am too self-absorbed



To feel for anyone or anything



What about a lie



Do you want me to lie to you



To tell you about something beautiful



About something within you



Some awe inspiring sparkling crap



That does not exist



Or do you want the truth



Do you want me to wrap your face



In the blistered infection of my dead heart



Do you want me to suffocate you



To bury you beneath this fever



To take you where I am



And watch you sweat to death



How about that



Do you want that?