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In my disaster dream,

feather of an evil lust stabbed in my back.

In my disaster dream,

feather of an evil lust caused armagedon.



Dancing with closed eyes in your crimson blood,

rejoicing your horrified acts.

Dancing with closed eyes on your remains,

remembering the place where you stood.



An evil came to my body to write these words,

which makes my feeling go worst... and worst.

Adore that feeling of a pure sorrow,

but I dont want you to follow.



An ancient legend of the world,

when humans and angels lived in peace,

such an ancient times of the happiness,

when we could look face to face,

but happiness spilled like a broken glass of watter

and than came the dirty badness.



Is this a legend of the nowaday world?

pledged three times, that he wont lie.

Is this a legend of the nowaday life?

pledged three times, that he really wont lie.

Is this a legend of nowaday dream?

pledged three times, that he absolutely wont lie in this.

Is this a world, life, dream what you want to live?

pledged three times, but he lied.



You ask me, how can you enjoy nowadays life.

You ask me, how can you live in this hell.

If you want to enjoy, you can better dive,

but before...

There is me ... and the thing I want you to tell,



Being on earth is a trip from god,

its a gift, even you hesitate about it...

its a gift, in bad times and good times.

The earth was a good place to live before,

this was the ancient legend, world, life, dream.

Full of humans and angels.

But the illness of insanity, made gods light to stop beam on the earth.

Bad behavior stood on the land,

and the angels flew away to plant a seed to wonderland.



Thats what you see today is a dark side of the life,

the happiness its now in gods hands.

and the things which makes you still alive,

is the dream of another and better life, in gods lands.



But some places in the world, are still lands which are in gods hands,

but the insanity people want to own them.

So take a sword and horse's bridle in your two hands,

and protect your homeland.



And I awaken...

Time of the awakening



Awaken from my dream,

awaken from...my life.

How can I awaken from ...life?

How can I awaken from ...it?



The feeling of the sword, inside your lovely body,

feeling of such a pain, and around the killer, but else nobody.

His eyes, you see them blur,

but you feel of the passion in them, a passion from your tasty blood.

Try to imagine, that you can´t die...and the pain stay forever...

how ...lunatic...



Long nails inside your back...

the drops of sweat going down your lovely neck.

And me asking you " Can I taste your fear?"

The character changing, on my face a tear.

"What have I done, what have I done?"

MY BELOVED

I can´t look to your eyes, a demon inside me.

You just stand up, with a pain on your back,

I just wake up from time when I saw everything in red and black.

The feeling of guiltiness ... sence of madness ...



The place where we stand is covered by your blood. The pain which came from you, thats the feeling of awakening.

The undeath body of yours... in pain... couse of me, I´m so sorry, can´t say a thing to you, can´t even look into your eyes, can´t stand beside a person which I love and which I suffered much.

Can´t even breath...

But you come to me...and touch my white cheek with your bloody hands... the feeling of awakening the smell of blood of yours and your neck...breathing...

" I want you to drink my blood" from your mouth comes.

Impossible to hear something like that from you.

I just look into your deep eyes, with a question.

But you take a bloody finger on my mouth " I know "

A dark room, with one window on the top. A window with colorfull glass.

We stand under this place, under colorfull place in the room.

And this light is my heart which come to the room...in colorfull rays of the glass, my body.

I finally see your scars, pain, suffer ... and blood under the light of the love.



The heart breath comes to my neck, my eyes become lunatic, a scream from my mouth.

My chest is bleeding.

And tears come from my red eyes, when I see you.

I try to escape from my lunatic dream...

or is it realistic?