So I finally called my stepmom.had a good conversation.for the first time in my life she was truly happy for me.which was a shock in itself.come to find out my daughter had been having anxiety attacks and has had really bad depression due to my ex husband.because of him my baby girl could be dead.i was informed it got that bad.glad I'm not with him no longer.i can sleep without being yelled at for having sleeping issues due to having obstructive sleeping apnea.i still have nites where I can't sleep until almost daybreak due to the nightmares and PTSD.on top of having seizures when I get to stressed out.but I was overreacting right.i was a hypercondriac.but I'm overweight I get it.didnt give you the right to treat me like nothing I ever did was good enough.but you were always right and everything had to be about you right.and I'm the narcissist right according to your family right.mmm ok.im not perfect.but neither were you.you fail to tell people everything I did do for you right that's what I thought.you made me out to be the villain in your story.its cool karma will get ya in the end.i also have a hiatal hernia,not sure how I got that.also lost a lot of weight.im limited on what I can and can't eat.but tis life.but could you ever admit all the shit you put me through.of course your gonna spend a different narrative.but ya know what you can go fuck yourself.i deserved better than what you put me through.its taken me awhile to find myself again.to finally laugh and breath without continuously breaking down.because you broke me so bad it's not even funny.and if you ever say I was just with you for your money.when we got together you barely had any money.and if it wasn't for me waking up early to get you to your VA appointments you wouldn't have what you have now.but you'll never tell a soul what I actually did for you will you.so keep telling lies about me.because I'm no longer that person anymore.this new me is way guarded and no longer blindly trust anyone anymore.but it's cool I now know my worth and I finally found my back bone.goodbye to the past because it no longer defines me.and I hope you get everything you deserve in life.i truly mean that.anywho life is pretty good where we live now.
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