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Pretty ponies and rainbows

All in those pretty heads

Of every girl

In the world.

Oh how foolish,

I once said.



Butterflies, birdies,

Passions running wild.

You fall for a man.

He steals your heart away.

Now

You can no longer stand.



I laugh at you,

I truly do.

Why be so fool-hearted and silly?

No man can give you

What you truly need.

Remain that strong, independent filly.



No ponies and rainbows

Exist within my mind.

I know for a fact,

Without a shadow

Of a doubt

That this world is cruel,

Never kind.



Whoops,

What's this?

The rug was pulled out from beneath me.

I look up

Seeking the culprit.

I say,

How dare he.



But oh no.

What have I done?

I've gazed too long

Into a distant dream.

I fear I have found the sun.



Oh white pony,

Take me away

To the end of the rainbow

And to a brighter day.



Oh dear,

The butterflies

Come from your eyes

And tickle my tummy,

This feeling

I just can't despise.



So good,

It feels like I'm floating

When the truth is

That I'm really

Falling.



Save me,

Superman.

But wait,

You already have.

Let me go,

My heart cries,

Don't take me away.

But now it's too late.



You take me over the rainbow

And the butterflies

Lend me their wings.

I fly higher

Than the angels

As you lend me a dream.



What have I done now?

What mistake

Have I surely made.

I fear

I've lost my heart

To the King

Of the Spades.



But now I no longer care.

Sweet birdies

And rainbows.

I accept

I love thee.

Take me away

Upon your pretty white pony.

My lonesome angel,

My hopeless friend,

Don't you see me?

Don't you see

I'll never leave?



Your past means naught,

Your sins earn you no hatred

Within my eyes

Which see the truth.

I see through to the real you.



Blind physically,

I read your emotions

By the tone with which you speak.

A marveling compassion

Reaches from your heart to mine.

Its your love that I seek.



Yet your demons haunt you,

Plague your every thought

In every part of your mind.

You tell me you are death,

A harmful, sinful monster,

But I see no such havoc wrought.



I close my eyes

Which are so useless to my body

And gaze deep into your heart;

A treasure seeker.

Your soul couldn't look any bleaker.



Death and shadows,

Torment and pain.

Hell's personal clown,

The devil does you no favors.

Lost to God,

Your life holds no great flavors.



What's this?

A sparkle?

A twinkle in the dark?

Could it be

The one last hope

That you hold so dear in your heart?



I see it

And yet you still deny.

You think that I am blind

And mistake what I see.

I say you are wrong.

You do not see

What I see

Through these not so useless eyes.



I reach for that pebble of light,

That one shard of a dream

That you keep away from me.

I'll get to it someday,

You'll see.



You think you're so tough,

But your defenses are already cracking

And soon they will come tumbling down.

And in their place,

I'll plant a rose garden

And paint a colorful smile

Upon your beautiful face.



Take my hand,

Sit with me

Upon this heavenly swing.

Let the sun shine warmly

Upon your face

And hold me close

In an everlasting embrace.



Speak to me, honey.

I know you need me.

Share your deepest secrets,

Lay your sins on me

I promise to set you free.



Your heart

Is my paradise,

This I can say without a doubt.

Try as you may

You can't deny

That it's me you can't live without.



Send me away,

Call me names.

Refuse to acknowledge my everlasting love.

I don't care.

My heart means nothing to me.

For your heart is the only thing that I see.

Lonely heart

Yet full of hope

For everyone but herself.

Will there ever be

A chance to see

Something greater

That a distant dream?



She reaches out,

Is turned away

By helpless, bitter hearts,

Vein and desiring

Of something prettier

Than an unbloomed orchid.

Shattered heart.



Hidden well,

The face of deceit

Masking her inner woes.

Yet crying, she lays

Upon a bed of stolen hopes.

Alone forever she'll suppose.



Upon her bed of sorrows,

She waits for her daylight to come

And show her that she

Has as much hope as the rest.

Angels should never weep

When they face their greatest test.



So strong and tall

She stands

Hiding her heartache from the land

For her people's favor.

Her lonely soul

Searches the world

For the good of all her neighbors.

Emotions are created,

Desires are born.

Within the walls of your heart,

You keep them safe,

Tucked away deep inside.

The blood that flows

Through your veins

Is heated by the passion

That spurs you forward

To reach for those desires

And turn them

Into reality.



Troubled times

Have found you lost

In a world of nightmares

Where dreams seem to never come any longer.

So you close off your heart,

Place a mask

Over the shattered pieces

Of your forsaken soul

And shout to the world

That no passion

Lives within you.



There is always someone,

Somewhere,

Who can see behind your mask

And gaze upon the lost wishes

Of a bruised and blackened heart.

There will always be that seeker

Who will eventually come across

That diamond in the rough

And set their own desire

To making it shine.

Eden was the perfect world,

Full of everything,

Save for sin.

A world of light,

A world of beauty,

A world that knew

Only of God.

A place of perfect harmony

Where His grace

Blessed all

He’d created,

And even the darkness

Remained pure

When nighttime

Claimed the skies.

The stars remained like Angels

Watching over this peaceful sanctuary,

The moon

God’s glorious throne.



Sin found it’s way

To even this perfect paradise

Created by

The Almighty God

And the light that existed

Within the pure and divine sanctuary

That was Eden

Has separated into millions

Of tiny sparks

That exist within every heart

Upon this Earth,

Within His kingdom.



Sometimes that light

Is unable to be seen.

It is hidden

Within the walls

Of darkness and sin,

Alone and afraid

Of being extinguished.

The darkness sanctions

The appeal of sin

And the light

Becomes minuscule

And lingers lonely,

Surrounded by demons.



Pure light,

Pure beings,

Walk among us

To cast aside

Those wretched shadows

That threaten

To mislead

And eliminate

The sparks

Of His Holy Spirit.

They reach through the walls

Of blackness and despair

To capture the light

Into their guiding hands

And bring it back to the Lord

So it can shine again,

And again be as pure

As the Garden of Eden.



Oh, misguided light,

Diminishing faith,

Step into the haven

Of my beckoning wings

And let my halo

Illuminate your soul.

You are safe

Within my nurturing hands,

Oh, lost glow

Of saints

Long forgotten.

The past means nothing

To your promised future

Should you choose

To trust in me.

You will soon

Know once again

His bounty,

His love.

I will take you from

This dark and lonely place

And lead you back to Eden.

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Bellanova333
03:38 Nov 26 2010

I loved this... truly (:

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Peace, love,

Hope, faith.

The very things

You want and need,

But the hardest gifts

To receive.

The world is cruel,

Humans are savages.

With all the evil and corruption

That clouds the hearts

Of even the most pure,

It is difficult to believe

That these things even exist.



But you mustn’t give up,

You mustn’t give in.

Stand strong,

Stand tall,

Please, take my hand.

I’ll show you the world,

I’ll show you the light,

I’ll show you the stars

That will lead you through the night.

Through the good times and the bad,

I’ll be right by your side.

I shall never leave you

Until you wish to tell me goodbye.

I will show you the Earth,

Give you my heart,

Do whatever it takes

So you won’t fall apart.



Believe in Him,

Believe in me,

Believe in life and love

And the hope and the faith.

Never let your spirit die.

Because the spirit is strong,

Even through the darkest of times,

If only you lend it strength to fly.



The dawn will come,

The sun will rise,

Over the hills,

And the trees,

And you will see.

Let the wolf guide you,

Let her show the sparrow of your soul

That he can become the eagle of the skies,

If he only believes in himself,

And in the one who can help him.

If the wolf will lead you,

If you choose to follow,

Then He will show you

That you are stronger

Than you think.



So open your heart,

Open your mind,

To the power you can not see,

But that your heart knows is there.

Give your hand to me

And I will love you,

I will make you believe,

In peace, love,

Hope, and faith.

What have I done now?

What have I become?

But more importantly,

Why did I not see it?

Now it’s too late.

I’ve hurt those closest to me,

Now they resent me

For the pain I have caused.



What have I done now?

How can I fix it?

I’ve made them feel like dirt

And that wasn’t my intent at all.

What can I do to make it up to them?

How can I change what I’ve done?

How can I make them see

That this isn’t what I meant to do?



What have I become?

When did I change?

Why?

My thoughts don’t hold resentment,

Nor loneliness.

Sure, things feel a little strange,

But I didn’t know that I had changed.

Can I change back again?



How could I not see?

Am I selfish?

I don’t feel it…

I want them to be happy,

So what is wrong with me?

I’m not preoccupied

With matters of the heart.

I am not lonely,

I am not needy,

I am sure that that’s not the case…



So then what?

What am I?

Who am I?

Why am I so hurtful?

So hateful?

And how can I possibly not know?

So many questions

But I see no answers before me,

Nor within me.



So what’s the matter with me?

How could I let this happen?

Now everyone thinks I’m mad,

I’m angry,

I’m arrogant,

I’m selfish,

I’m mean,

I’m hateful,

Hurtful,

Unfeeling,

Uncaring,

Troublesome…



They all think I don’t care….



What have I done now?

What have I become?

But more importantly,

Why did I not see it?

Now it’s too late.

I’ve hurt those closest to me,

Now they resent me

For the pain I have caused.



What am I to do now…?

Sweeter than silver,

More precious than gold,

Is the blood that runs through all in this world,

Connecting us, and making us one.

If one is hurt, we feel their pain.

If one is ill, our stomachs ache.

If one is sad, we cry for them.

If one is dying,

Our soul withers

And dies with them.



To save a life

Means to save yourself.

To give someone hope

Means to believe in yourself.

To take away the knife and replace it with a hug

Restores your own sanity.



To love someone

Is to be loved in return.

To spare someone’s life when revenge sounds sweet

Is to save your own soul from Hell.

To show the tiniest bit of compassion

Is to purify your very being.

To share a smile

Is to feel true joy.



A drop of blood

Can give us life.

A single beat of the heart

Can serve as a reminder of the living

And of those who have passed.

But the joining of hands

To let us know we are never alone

Even in the darkest and coldest of times

Can provide an impenetrable sanctuary

Where our hearts will forever be filled with happiness

And our souls are free to soar together

To Heaven.

The heart

Is a dark

And lonely place

If no one

Ever opens

The door



To let

The light

Enter your soul

Bringing love

Forevermore.



Lonely

Is my heart

Growing darker

Day by day.

I long

For someone

To open that door,

To come

And take me away



Where my heart

Can be lifted

Onto the wings

Of love

And soar

Beyond

The stars



And the soul

Who dared

To open my door

Would soar

Along side

My heart.



He would

Lift me up

High to the moon

And set me

Upon it’s crescent,

Get down

On one knee,

Smile at me,

And offer

An eternal present.



The gift

Of his affection

Would shine

In his eyes

And he

Would give

Himself

To me.



He would pledge

His allegiance

From his heart

To mine

And promise

Forever

We’d be.



He’d take

My hand

And hold

It tight

To reassure me

His love

Is true.



To give

Himself,

Heart and soul,

To make all

Of my wildest

Dreams

Come true.



And of all

The princes

And all

The paupers

Across

Any number

Of lands,



Only this man

Would claim

My life

And my love

Forevermore

With a touch

Of his hand.

Difficult it is

To find the one thing

That your heart calls for the most;

An undefined emotion

That none seem to understand,

Yet you feel it

Constantly,

And you can’t fight

The desire

To be a part of something

Greater than yourself;

To be one with another;

To be whole and complete.



Searching, restlessly,

Never sleeping

Because of the ache inside

That you can’t seem to place.

United once,

Separated long ago,

You pray that you find

The missing part of your soul.

Tossing and turning,

Wakeful, yet weary,

You search for the answers

That He seems unwilling

To give.



Thought you found the answer

A few times before,

But it always happens,

Every time.

Your heart is broken.

You ask why,

You ask how,

You ask,

If not this,

Then what?

Ignoring it,

You try,

But it’s useless to hide.

You’re always aware

Of that never ending sorrow

Somewhere deep inside.



I’ve felt it, too,

Though not the same as you.

Wiser, stronger,

In control of your

Outward disposition;

No one would guess

That you harbor

A secret.



I hide it too,

Same as you.

No one sees inside me.

I know of the hurt,

Of wanting to be more

Than just one half

Of a broken whole.



Now I reach out to you,

Offer my hand.

You’ll never be lonely

If I’m here.

I’ll save you

From that darkness

That you feel

Creeping up inside.

I won’t leave you lie,

Oh no.

I’ll run to you,

You can run to me, too,

If you find you have lost your way.

I promise you, dear,

I’ll always be near

To wipe those

Invisible tears

Away.



Don’t give up.

I believe in you.

In truth, I always have.

Strive for your goals,

I’ll be here all the while

To give you the strength

To go forth

And reach them.

You can’t hurt me,

Not at all.

So don’t worry

For me.

You’ll see.

You deserve so much more

Than what you’ve been given.



Be assured

That your fondest desires

Will come true.

If you believe in me,

I’ll lift you up,

Even if you feel

You don’t need

A helping hand.

I’m here until you wish

To tell me goodbye.



If companionship is all

That is needed here,

Then I will do all

That I can.

I’ll make sure you’re never lonely,

Oh love,

I’ll make sure

Your heart knows

It has a friend.

Within the darkness

We’ll wander

As friends

Until divided,

If we should find

We must be apart.



For right now,

Let our sorrows

Be shared

And made

Into something

Indispensable and grand.

We shall let our hearts

Find solace within the other,

And let our dreams

Be shared

Just this once.