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So, today it started again. Everyone is back in black at my psycho school and everything is as it was again. I think that later I'll refer to my time at Schillerska school as the best years of my life. I only have one year left and that makes me very sad, I'll have to try and fail in some subjects so I can take extra classes next year as well...

But it won't be the same if I do, I know that.



After this, it's the big wild world that awaits me and I don't know what will happen. I've never had a job but I guess I'll have to find one so I can move away from home with Zhaska. I wonder what it's like to live on your own, without any mother to keep you in line...



I don't really know what I want to do with my life and I need to decide soon because time is running out. I would love to earn my living as an artist and paint all day but I guess that's impossible. I want to design clothes but I can't sew, at least not yet, although I could learn of course...

I've been thinking of taking a course in digital photography, I might be able to handle that. But no matter what I do, I'm still an artist. Always have been, always will be. I guess I'll have to get used to being poor.



I re-read Momo by Michael Ende recently and it struk me that the Men in Gray almost have me. I need to break free from them and I will! Watch out, time thiefs!

Things that irritate me:



People who rate but don't bother to leave a comment and just give me a stamp instead. If I'm not even worth the effort of writing a comment, then why are you rating at all?



Those that take themselves way too seriously. Learn to laugh at yourself, you won't lose any dignity because of it.



People who write all over their profiles about how they are soooo hard make friends with and how they don't trust anyone and if you "f*ck with them you're going to pay". If you don't want to make contact and socialise with other people then why are you a member of a community in the first place?



Posts written entirely in CAPITAL LETTERS.



Chainmail. I do not care if I'm supposed to send it back if I'm really your friend, if you're that insecure about my feelings for you then how about talking to me instead of wasting my time?

Luna is a bit dizzy. Luna might be a tiny bit drunk. It's kind of pathetic.

Finally some thunder and rain! I went out and got soaked in 30 seconds blank. It's been one of those comfortable days when you can just relax and feel good about yourself.



I slept at Zhaska's place for the second night in a row. Her new bed is wonderful, there's room for both of us easily. It's the kind of bed that has really tall legs adn a sofa underneath it so when you lie in it, you lie just under the ceiling. I've hit my head about three times, I think. It's nice to sleep next to Zhaska, I don't know why. Maybe it's because she's one of the few people I can actually cuddle with. I don't let many people inside my personal space but I've known her for over twelve years, so her I can just snuggle with, without feeling bothered. I always feel so welcome at her place and the whole family is just so..relaxed. I can always run to her when I'm hurting and I've come to associate that place with peace and solace. I love her very much.