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In only one week it will be me and my wife's anniversary is coming up again yayyy!! It is going to be great I know it. It was great last year but I wasnt working at the time. Now I am working and making pretty good money so I am going to do some really nice things for her. lol Even though I don't know what yet....

LOL This is funny. After two days of my wife suggling to keep this job, her mom calls and says, "I was not saying you couldnt bring the kids down to my place. I was just saying I'm not sure if I can keep dropping them off at daycare/school". Errr riiiight, so now my wife found someone that will pick them up and drop them off for $30 a week. Let's see if she comes up with another reason.



I'm so mad my wife had to miss a day, then had to come in way late the next day so she could drop them off herself. Oh and now she wants to call and say that after 2 days. No I think she did exactly what I said she would do, sit around and realize how truely fat and lazy she is and how fucked up she's being by making her daughter have to quit a good job cause of her bullshit and she felt bad and thought, "well maybe if she can find a ride for them and I dont have to get my fat ass up and take them, I'll do it". I still think she's a lazy bitch and cant wait until she is no longer needed.

Wow, people are so fucking dumb and full of shit it's ridiculous! My so called friend is mad with me and my wife because she feels I'm being a bad wife and that my wife is dumb for not agreeing with her HA! As I wrote about last time, how my wife's mom fucked her over with letting the kids sleep at her apartment until it was time to drop them off at daycare. Well, since my wife has to leave around 420am, my friend suggests that she picks me up every morning around 3am to drop me off at my wife's place, to, I dunno, walk around with the kids until 630am when the daycare opens, since where my wife lives visitors cant come in until 10am! Oh but then after I finally drop them off I suppose to travel on the buses out to Owings mills county to my job where I work from 9am-6pm, then get home around 730-8pm, which lieaves me just enough time to go to sleep! Can't eat, watch TV, nothing, how would I have time right? I guess I made my point of how unlikely this would work. Plus why would I rely on her or anyone else to get me 3am every morning then they have to drive back home get a couple more hours to sleep then head to work their self, who the fuck would really do that and for how long would she not mind? But eh, i guess I'm a bad wife, even though my wife doesnt feel that way, she told me, hell no she doesnt want me to do that and she doesnt want to wake her kids up that early. At last at her mom did live down the hall and she just had to carry them, while they slept, to her apartment, with me they would have to wake up and live the middle of the night and stay up. FUCK NO! I wouldnt even be able to stay up or be able to focus at work. I pay her bills anyway and I will keep paying her bills and help her until she finds another job, if that's what it comes down to.

I would think that if you had a child you would want more for them than you have or had, right?



Well, for some it's not that way....I seriously wonder if my wife's mom is jealous of her and is trying to ruin her success. My wife has only her mom, who lives right down the hall from her, to rely on in the morning to take her kids, just for a couple of hours, then drop them off at daycare, so she can make it to work on time, That's not a lot to ask of someone that is your mom right?



Her mom tells her today after my wife has only been working for a week, that she doesn't want to take the kids in the morning anymore. Doesn't even give her a fucking reason why.



Her mom doesn't work, seem like she never has, sit on her fat ass and collects a check every month and for most of her life and my wife's life growing up, was homeless or in a shelter! My wife has a good job and pays her mom just to keep the kids for 2hrs then drop them off at daycare! My wife picks them up from daycare when she gets off work, so wtf! That's easy! I think she is jealous that her daughter is trying to have more than she does with her life.



I swear if my wife has to quit her job, I never want to see her mother again and if I see her any time soon I will forget who she is and cuss her lazy fat ass out! Fuck her fat sorry ass!

I've been so much happier and confident lately. It feels good not being depressed and having low self-esteem. Things have been looking up for me and I am having good luck getting everything I need and want. My wife is doing good too, she starts work tomorrow yayy. She will be making almost as much as me and we will be able to save up a lot of money. Also, it's going to make it a lot easier getting things we need for us and the kids, if we both go half on things we buy. It's messed up that a lot of stress is money related but shit, money really does make the world go round and it's easier when you have it. I can't lie, I feel great knowing that I can get the things me and my wife want. The past year was so hard, I was damn near homeless and my wife was struggling to help me, her, and her kids. She was taking care of me and now I can do that for her, that feels good. It had been so long since I went shopping for nice clothes, so now people may think I go overboard buying expensive shit but it's only cause I'm so happy I can get it, I'll calm down soon lol. Plus I'm going for a new style this year so I'm building my wardrobe. I always held on to the hope that things would get a lot better for me and my wife because I knew in my heart we deserved better. I appreciate those that believed in us and prayed for us. The next step is getting our house.

Tomorrow is my fav day....pay day! I've helped everyone out and spoiled my wife, for her B-day, with my last check and didn't get myself shit. My mom needed help with her rent, she was about to get evicted, so I helped her with that. This pay check is all mine....besides buying my wife something for mother's day and getting her some pants she needs for her new job but that stuff won't cost much. I'm getting the Sims2 for PC, I'm tired of everyone telling me how awesome it is. I know it is a fucking great game, shit I never played it and I know that, just from previews. So that's number 1 on my list lol. I'm still rebuilding my wardrobe so more clothes. I lost a lot of clothes when I moved or rather when I got kicked out. Plus a lot of my clothes got messed up or are to worn out. Besides, I'm going for a new image this year....mack daddy pimpilious! lol. I'll be sure to put up pics heheh.



I'm thinking of getting a new cell phone one with the mp3 player and video camera but me and my wife's phones have cliches that gives us unlimited mins any time of the day, that's so fucking cool! The best part is that I only have to put $20 on our phones every 90 days to keep them on. I'm afraid if I order a new phone that I will lose the clitch and it will start taken mins when I make a call lol. So maybe I'll just get a Ipod and I digital camera that records video too lol.

This weekend was awesome. The kids were gone and no one interrupted our flow. I had been telling my wife all week that Saturday I was going to fuck her all day long. I think she thought I was kidding because she seemed shocked that we was going at it for over 5 hours, with only 2 10min breaks in-between lol. It was so damn awesome we did everything, I dont think there was one spot of her body that I wasnt in. I can't believe I still had energy this morning to make love to her again today lol. She was being so clingy all day today and yesterday after that good loving. She even asked me to come see her in the middle of the week when I get off work because she can't wait until next weekend to see me again. We usually meet up on Wednesdays for lunch anyway. While I was making love to her she was saying some deep stuff. She made me promise to never leave her, not that I planed on doing that anyway. Shit, we have hard times just like any other couple but there is always more good than bad. I'm happy we still have passion for each other like we did in the beginning.

Wow mother's day is coming up....I'm not good at being romantic and shit lol. I hope I get this right next week. My wife says she doesn't expect much, just a card, flowers, and dinner. I can do that but I want to do more. Her Birthday just passed and I think I did a great job for that actually, I surprised myself lol. I got her a lot, jewlery, flowers, teddy bears, and even a Playstation2! Of course I took her out to eat also. Now I'm wondering how can I top that?....hmm, I'll think of something good.