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Predicament?
05:58 Mar 25 2010
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Well, I'm an insomniac of sorts and have little problem. I can't sleep at night, but can't stay awake at work, its like I'm narcoleptic (don't know if I spelled that right). I just fall out in class, its crazy. And like I've come to expect, sleeping pills give me a great night of rest, but they still hit me the next day; that really sucks. I tried a pill last night and not only was I falling out in class but, I couldn't even do even remember what I was doing, while I was doing it. This sucks!! Any thoughts. Anything that puts you to sleep with no side effects? Thanks, later peoples. MCL - Lucien

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MDLIVE13
19:55 Mar 25 2010

Well....any thing you take will have some side effects.... but sleeping pills.....or any kind of downers...you will be dragging your ass the next day....wish I could help you bro.....but for every up....there is a down.

FadedMemory1024
00:19 Apr 04 2010

Dang that sucks... I know what you mean about still feeling the pill the next day. I also know what you mean about not remember things lol it's the pills... I have this problem too. All I can say is to try to sleep then wake up early the next morning and by the end of the day you should be tired earlier than usual cause you got less amount of sleep... or try to tire yourself out before bed to help you fall asleep easier.

Me, as of late
05:46 Mar 24 2010
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Alright, I recently graduated basic training for the army. It is true that you never know how strong you can be until thats your only choice. Even though I have grown from my military experience, I can see how it rips at my sanity. I haven't been around any fam, or really close friends for awhile now.

I have comrades that are cool as fuck, but at the same time, I feel the difference between me and them all to much. I haven't toked in about 7 months now (thats crazy in itself). I spend alot of time on the internet though just tryin to forget my crazy life. Try to find like minded people here, amongst other places, but its almost like a tease in itself.

I have now gotten FL Studio, its a good program but I'm such a Nube at beat making I have no clue how to use it well. If I ever get the hang of it, expect great things.

I live for open minded people. Anyone free of preconceived thoughts of race, gender, culture, or creed. The fact is that everyone is different and no one no matter what they claim is going to act the same as anyone else. I live for those individuals that are truly free, even in their shackles.

Also, I am planning on startin to do video's. You can send me a message, and I IM, Video chat, whatever, but I'm planning on throwing on that youtube shit. Only problem is a barracks full of 60 people, kind of hard to get the peace I need.

Well, heres to you, Juggalo or otherwise. Wishing you all good things. Carpe Diem

- Lucien (ψυχή ναύτης)

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The Journal Series!!
05:28 Mar 24 2010
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Alright, I admit I have neglected my journal alot. I have alot of things on my mind and need somewhere to put them all down. I'm not sure how long this will last but I'm going to post at least one thing in my journal every day. Have fun, add me to my favorite's and get 5 minutes of raw thoughts. Whether its a rap, a out of the box thought, or just what happned today that was pretty cool. Stay tuned. Luv yall - Lucien

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Haters
04:42 Mar 10 2010
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I make it a point to rarely talk about haters. Haters are really an odd subject (for a Juggalo). In my opinion at least they are the reason for our family in the first place. We didn't fit in with mainstream, so we made something for ourselves. Now that we have a name it's easy to be targeted completely based on that discrimination.

But what is the point of hatin in the first place. Besides tryin to boost one's self confidence, I'd say, just for attention. I know thats a little kid thing but some I guess still have that mentality.

Either way, they don't bother me. I don't respond to them; therefore they don't get attention. Simple as that. Much Clown Luv to yall - Lucien

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