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my life is interesting i think... its normal 0.0 i have been raised in the most perfect enviroments went to the best schools but look at me ... i am still screwed up haha my mind is so evil, haha i lived in the suburbs my whole life and i hate it hear to many secrets yet still not enough action the city is where i want to perferably tokyo i love the japanese culture so rich and beautiful i am trying to learn the language it is a little confusing and a little complex but i will get it eventually, i can speak a little spanish serious a little, i took it last year and almost failed not to be mean but i just can't do spanish i don't understand it i can't listen to it and pick out the word they all run together in my head, now i am taking sign language and i love it is an expressive language and it is just wonderful now back to my life... i don't have many good close friends but everyone knows me but i have very few best friends (at school) i play the guitar and the drums and soccer i do a lot why because i have to my parents want me to be "well rounded" fuck that but i had an epiphony a few years back that changed that view i thought i only spend 18 years of my life with my parents (hopefullly only 18) and they do piss me off and they are always limiting me from who i really and they don't let me express myself i figured that if i please them while i live with them then when i grow up we will still be close and they will be able to respect me and trust me as an adult, and fuck yeah it is a pain in the ass doing all this shit and pleasing them and making them happy but in the long run i think it will help both my parents and me... besides i am not really selfish i probally would give my life for just about anyone (except paris hilton i really really don't like her) but you know what i mean if i saw that someone is about to shoot you i will push you out the way and take the bullet that is just how i am i unfortunately don't think that i will make much of an impact in other people's lifes and you could be more of an impact on the world (hopefully for the good) and i will make sure that you have a chance to preach your beliefes and make your impact, (hopefully the person i take my life for isn't the next hitler or someone bad that would suck) like i said i my profile i really don't appreciate life like i should i think its because i am young and never had to work for anything in my life (yeah i am spoiled unfortunately i don't like it really, i going to get a job this year so my parents won't have to spend anymore money on me) maybe as i get older and have more experiences i will better appreciate my life and how it has been i find it really boring, life, i thinks it is because of hollywood they make life look wonderful or painful they add things like vampires, werewolves and superheros and life doesn't have any of that cool stuff i guess thats just my inner teenager speaking well i have blabbled on enough.......

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Iname
00:04 Dec 13 2008

Nice, you think this isnt that good, its the coolest.

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