two years of pain
two years of agony
you have washed those
painful scars from me
you are my ...
perfect class of wine
my finest vodka
you intoxicate me
with you presense
as i drink it in
i become slurred
with happiness
yes that is strange
but it is because
i am not eloquent
i can't express what i feel
through writing and speech
anymore
my mind is so mixed
so jumbled by
your presence
everything that comes out
is a mess
kind of like this poem
no rhyme no reason
just phrases
mixed together
in a jumbled mess
i can't concentrate
i think about you
i can't breathe
and litterally
if you think i am joking
i forgot how to breathe
i don't know how you did
this but i am just
one mental mess
in my mind you are surrounded
by a beautiful white light
you are an angel given to me
by Mother Night to relieve
me of my pains
you are unlike anyone i know
you just presented yourself
infront of me
so gentle so harmless
and all the sudden
these "walls" i put up to
keep me from getting hurt
by perverts, assholes, and
bastards, you have just touched
it and it all just fell
i guess what i am really
trying to express is that i
am breaking down right infront of
you
i don't even know your face
and it wouldn't even matter
what you looked like
you are still just perfect in my
eyes
your moral are pure
your future is clear
and you take me for
who i am
but i guess
but i really hope
you feel the same
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