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this is a story of about an angel learning to fly again



The angel fell in love with a monster. He tricked her with is warm smile and strong embrace. Their love was a perfect one then the monster showed his true colors and broke this angel down or so he thought he did....



She lays on the floor again. I void inside her so large she feels nothing. She hears the heavy foot steps on the floor coming for her she feels nothing, it was best to feel nothing. The strong hands she came to love dug into her head pulling her hair threw her against the wall. A sharp pain in the back of her head started to appear but she pushed it away. He kicked her over and over again to her chest and stomach. She felt her ribs pop and crack to the pressure and how breathing became harder for her. She was grabbed by her arm and thrown to the bed. It was happening again she said using her mind to escape her body. She imagined herself laying in a beautiful valley, the suns warmth kissing her face sweetly and the soft breeze blowing in her ears. Theres a waterfall in the distance with its soft strong rumble in the background and soft flowers all around her with their sweet smells. She begins to cry without a sound asking herself why this magical place couldn't be real, why she let her body and mind be abused in this way. The monster leftt her body on the bed and left she was glad she was alone again. This angel got up from the filthy bed she had come to hate. the monster had has his way with her again. She put her head to the soft floor and began to sob she heard hard stomps on the floor and was grabbed up and punched in the face. The irony taste filled her mouth and then there was another blow to her face. She felt the hot blood drip from her mouth and the swelling of her broken lip. The monster dropped the angelic being and dragged her by her arm. If she fought the monster she would be hurt more she was to weak to fight back. He began to kick her again as she realized she could change to become a stronger being. He punched her in the face more as she smiled at him. He grew angry and yelled at her why is she smiling?

She looked at him with all the fire in her soul she once thought she lost but it was just a burning ember.

"You can break my body but it doesn't hurt me anymore because Iknow you cant break my soul"

He hit her more and grew tired and left. She smiled and began to cry the love she thought she had for the monster was gone and she could truly be free again. She would never let herself be put in the position again.

So im not a perfect girl by any means. But I try to take care of my friends like family. I love them as family and its been 4 months to see who was true to me or you only used me.

November 1st was the worst day of my life.



That friday I took off from work to throw a Halloween party but that day I found out I was going to be evicted from my house with my parents because of all of the complaints and write ups my dad had gotten. So I cancelled the party and drove to my friends house that night to hang out with her and relax. My car broke down on the way there so I had it taken to her house to be looked at the next morning.

I laid there that night thinking about how it cant get worse I am strong and have dealt with harder thing before.

I woke up around 1 to my friend alli kicking my bi ed telling me to stop feeling sorry for myself and get up. With all stress at the time I didnt want to move.

I got up at 6pm not knowing I fell asleep and walked my way out to the living room.

I was grabbed and pick up by my friend zach and carried back to my room by this 7 foot man with a lil 5'2 girl behind me. I realized it was my friend alli when I was dropped on my bed. She said zach her husband and her and I were going to a local club. I laid back down to have clothes thrown on me and my ass slapped her alli said if I dont get dressed she'll have our friend zach dress me and shut the door.

It was 2 months after my 5 year relationship was ended and wanted no one to touch me in that way again. I got dressed and got into allis lil car while the boys took zachs truck. (I still dont know why we drove in separate cars)





The club was crazy full so alli and were going to head back home while the boys wanted to stay. She was driving down the highway when a large truck came up behind us. We thought it was the boys up it was not. He road on our bummer for at least for a mile til alli stomped on the gas to get away/past this driver. We were passing a car in front of the crazy truck when that car speed up to. The truck was changing lanes back and forth behind us. Almost hitting us both alli did 90 to get away from both as we were a good half mile away from both now.



"That guy was crazy!!!" as I shook my head in agreement.



Then I heard a honk behind us as a car was ran off the road and that same truck slammed into us three times. Alli hit the breaks slamming on her horn. The third time he hit us both cars spun out doing at least 70mph. We slammed into the gard rail and everythingwent black.





I woke up to alli yelling at an off duty police officer who saw it happen. There was a high pitch ring my ears and everything was blurry. I heard my name but my head hurt so bad I just wanted to sleep. I jerked myself awake thinking I was just in a car accident I cant go to sleep. The darkness was begging for me as I was warm all over. I faded in and out as I looked up and saw alli getting out of the car to talk to a cop. I looked at my window and saw blood on my window where itstarted to crack. I touched my head and saw on my hand that it was covered in blood. I heard the voice of the police officer saying stay with me stay awake talk to me over and over. I just wanted to sleep.



Then the pain started. It shot through my body like a blot of lightning. I screamed as my door opened and I saw a paramedic. Everything went dark.



I woke up in the ambulance feeling cold as blanket after blanket was put on me. I felt a something around my neck. It was a c collar one like I have used in training and play with my brothers with. All I knew was pain.

I was taking into the hospital and moved to a bed I felt so many hands on me. They were warn and I was scared I started to cry as I warm hand was put on my head. I was stripped naked and had a gown put on me. They put an iv into my arm and I felt a warm feeling all over again and went to sleep.



I woke up to my grandmas soft voice humming to me. I looked around and saw my parents and grandparents there. I didnt understand what the were saying but only understood the warm hand on my arms again. I went to sleep.



I woke up to the doctors voice talking to me saying I was in a car accident. He told my family I had a really bad concussion and they had to run tests. They took me was and put me threw 3different scanners. I started to cry again of being so afraid and alone.



I ended up staying in the hospital for a couple weeks. I had whip lash in my neck and my spine was twisted like apretzel. Its been four months and my life has changed so much. I was laid off from both my jobs (car factory and part time firefighting) and my dnr career was postponed. Im finally getting back to normal pain still comes and goes but that was the worst night of mylife.

I woke up at 4am like any other day. I go for a mile run before I went into the department. My heart pounding and my breathing helping me keep my rhythm of pase. I get back home take a shower grab an apple and hop into my car and head my way down to my work. I was 20 at the time fresh out of the fire academy but still going to school to become a paramedic. I walk inside seeing my fellow brothers nate mike rodney and the chief sipping on coffee talking about what they did last night and asking what I did the night before. Then it hits 6am we debrief on what happened the.night before and what needs to happen that day. The meetings end and we begin to do bay checks for everything going through.making sure everything is stocked and ready to go. Today my partner was nate a 29 year old paramedic firefighter who was taught me alot of things and tips to help me. When I first started at the department at the age of 15 as a misguided youth always getting into trouble he was there tohelp me out, saying he was in the same spot when he was my age. As time went on I started to develop a crush for him.but then it changed to the older brother ive never had and I the sister he never had. We check all thesupplies and we began to clean and it was 10 when we were done. We went into the den to watch last nights Michigan state football game and I laid on the couch and went to sleep. My.nick name at the department was sleeping beauty because I could sleep through 3 snoring firefighter s and not even wake to it. Then a loud tone and beeping went off the sound that I had to move. It was 130 by this point and I stood and listened to the message over the intercom. It was nervous scared all at the same time. It was a fire in a local field and all unites were to report. quickly put on my suit and app gear on under a min and hop onto the bus and we where off. I was afraid and looked to nate for some reassurance and he looks at me and smiles.

"What? Are you afraid? " he says strapping his helmet on

I nod my head yes as all I could start to hear is my heart racing.

"I got your back and every thing will be ok" we knocked helmets as we become closer to the fire.

The chief gives us our orders and we are off to work. It was a hot summer day when it had to be aleast 100 degrees I was in charge of containment with a couple other men for a different department andnate. one of my team mates gets on his bus and starts to spray water down in front of us. We went in on full mask with our Indian packs putting out some small remainder flames. My brain kicked on to work mood and I was no longer scared. The flames were taller than me slowly starting to diminish. Nate taps my back given me the thumbs up as we move to a different spot and that continues forabout 10 mins. I begin to hear yelling and feel a hand on my backand iI reach back to touch the hand. When this happens its a quick stop which means to stop breathing to hear what is being said over the tanks air. It was the chief yelling over the radio for back up from our team. We hop on a grass truck near by and head in his direction. Mike is driving asking if im having fun. I take my mask off as we come up to the remainder of the flames. The team from another department un rolled the whole line istead of spraying from the top of the bus like our team did and the fire caught a tree on fire and started to burn the tree line.

We used the grass truck to stop the fire from spreading and the other team was able to put the last of the fire out.

Nate, mike and I took the grass truck back to the bus leaving the team who did not listen to orders to feel the rath of the two chiefs.

I take off my helmet and peel off my jacket as nate brings me a waterbottle. I greedily drink it all down and exhale.

"You did a good job kiddo"

I smiled think about how im glad no one was hurt and everything was going to be ok :)

My first of many calls im glad I was able to experience....

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Loveless92
18:13 Feb 10 2015

Some mis spellings sorry I did this from my phone >.

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Lore
18:22 Feb 10 2015

Now that's an exciting first call I think mine was a drunk lol

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Loveless92
18:25 Feb 10 2015

Lol I only had to deal with 3 drunks in my time at the department lol

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