When I care for someone I feel like a puppy. I get happy when im given attention, I only serve my master. I am very patient as I wait for my master. I dont know why I feel like this, im very independent but when it comes to someone I care about I just become a lil puppy for them.
2nd attempt at a journal first one was whiney so I deleted it.
Its been 7 months since I have had my heart broken. Walking in one the love of my life of 5 years with my best friend. Two people I trusted with my life breaking my trust in them and people. I was ready to marry him when he went to one knee for me. I feel like a empty shell. Each day it gets easier I have had many on here tell me im beautiful but only a few have started to earn my trust and have become my friends.
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i am sorry that happend. it seems loyalty is indeed a lost art. but in time we grow strong, for the sands of times heals our wounds so we are guided into a better direction/
Yes that is true im stronger and wont give my heart out so freely anymore
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Oodelollie
18:46 Feb 11 2015
I know exactly what you're describing! As long as we're discerning on who we let hold the leash ;). I think when you allow yourself to care for worthy/decent people, you have the freedom to submit. There is nothing better than trusting someone with your will. I hope the person you love appreciates the puppy :)
Loveless92
18:48 Feb 11 2015
Lol aww im glad someone gets it lol ;)