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Finally after all this time....I can breathe again.

The stake you drove into my heart has split in two. You left things unfinished long ago when you betrayed me for her....you left the stake in my heart, but made sure to carve your name into it, and a neatly written message proclaiming your love for me. A love that never was, a love that only a fool would have believed. I was a fool. As are others who have been fooled by someone with such a smooth, elegant tongue. I thought your words were real...but you could never love anyone truly could you? My love for you was real...despite all your flaws...and everything you felt that made you weak...I protected and accepted you as a whole...told you everything was alright and made you laugh when nobody else could. And yet...I'm the one with the stake driven into my heart by you, with your false love enscribed in the side...it has taken everything I have to try to pull it out and forget about you. But everytime I touch it, it hurts...I can't breathe...my chest tightens...your back is turned to me and you disappear for a long time. You cut yourself off from me and leave me to remember your words of love as you buried this painful stake deep in my heart. There is no room for anything else but the pain I feel inside it. For me to give my heart to someone else...the stake must be gone to make room...to let someone else fill the void it will leave...



I've let the stake in my heart fester with my growing hatred for you. You didn't want me to forget...well I haven't...I despise you...your lies...your fake love...you used me like all the others...I feel that if I ever get the chance to do it, I will have my revenge...



We finally meet. I notice you right away. How could I ever forget...your curse. It makes me cold. You make me hate. Everything I sacraficed for you. I was WEAK for you because of my love for you. You slay me. You dare say that you love me? Even now? I draw my sword. If a stake in the heart is how you show love...let me write my name in blood on this sword and plunge it deep into your heart...my love. I plunge it deeper and proclaim my love for you and hope that you never forget about me. May the pain plague your mind like it has done my soul.

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GreyAngel
06:13 Jun 24 2012

wow.

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AlphaDominion13
06:16 Jun 25 2012

Just letting you know that I got your message and I am in the process of removing myself from any further temptation I have to hurt you by speaking to you again.



I did hurt you and just know that I have regretted it since that day. I am no stranger to making mistakes and this may be my biggest ever.



You can say what a bad person I am and call me a liar but what you will never understand is that I never lied to you. I said I loved you and I did. I do still and always will. Can you say the same thing?

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Loveless18
06:20 Jun 25 2012

You never lied to me? How much of what you just said is true? "I love you but I'm leaving you for another woman"

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Loveless18
06:30 Jun 25 2012

And that's something you always do. You run away. If you truly loved me, you would make things right. But the first thing you do is say that your not going to talk to me again. Go ahead and dissapear like last time. That's what you do best isn't it!

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