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ended her life wit pain and sorrow. between the darkness which grow inside of me and the sadness i hidden from the world clashed within my heart. the dark tear arose from my eyes down my face. 4 i had nothin else 2 hold in my arms. nothin was left 4 me 2 care 4 in my life. now i have everything 2 lose. my life, my heart even more than i could bare. 4 i was left alone witout no one 2 guide me nor 2 tell me the truth about the world. 4 wat gave me meanin in this world. 4 was it my family- who sometimes don't give a shit about me or was it my friends or the others so care less on wat really happen 2 me until its 2 late. 4 wat really gave me hope in my life. some people thing my life is peaceful or good- but under it all it isn't really until u c wat really i around u

hopeless so i was watching as all my family and friends dead among me. thinkin 2 my self. THIS IS ONLY A DREAM, THIS IS ONLY A DREAM. tears rushed down my face which soon became blood. for was it the fear in my eyes which felt like death or was it much more. watching as he cut them open little by little. listenin 2 their screams he told me. screams of my beloved ones, reachin out 4 me 4 help knowin dat i don't have the power 2. a grin grow upon his face. he walk up 2 me a placed a kiss on my forehead. the kiss of darkness , for dat moment i was lookin at death in his eyes. he whisper in my ear THIS IS ALL OVER NOW. fallen 2 my knee wantin 2 be in daeth valley wit then. wantin 2 die , but fear it. my eyes was blank as ice fear of wat mite happen 2 me now.. Now little one its ur turn. he hand the knife 2 me and gave me a chose 2 take my life 4 my brother or take his life 4 my own.

pushin me aside like i was nothing.

my fallen tear which had no meanin 2 him.

watchin as my tears fall then walk away.

as hatered grow witin me, my heart skiped a beat knowin i couldn't really hate anyone.

sad i was, lost who know. i was confuse more than ever. he walk out of my life knowin wat mite happen 2 me. 4 it was a lost of a friend or lost of my tru love. he try 2 make me 4get him so i could move on. knowin wat we been throught 2getter. the good times and the bad. i lost someone was dear 2 me. and this day forward i still think about him. (i've soon moved on, yet still watch and c wat mite happen next)

music is my heart dat pushes me 2 never give up. always playin my favorite tones which gives me peace. times when it tell how i really feel. time stop as the whole room goes quiet but all u can hear is dat little song dat put u at ease. hear my heart plays my song. hear it tell a little songs. play it over and over as a new song beings.

i pray 4 my sorrow 2 end in hopes 4 a better day.

pray 4 my heart 2 find peace and be whole once more.

as i open my eyes each wakin mornin i would wish my day 2 come.

my day when i'm finally free from this pain dat sleeps in my broken heart.

time would pass as each passin day my heart skips a beat- knowin my time is comin 2 a end.

i would pray and ask 4 my heart would been reborn and be loved as it should b. tamed in chains i wish my heart would stay 2getter and don't fall apart. for once in my life i wish 2 find dat rite person who would save me from this diein pain cuz it maybe my last.

wishin 2 b hold as i cry. wantin 2 b love when i'm loveless.

hopin 2 find my heart when it has b lost.

wantin someone 2 wipe away my sadness and bring happiness back in my eyes. someone to bring me light toward my darkness.

for in my darkes hour i grow sad and lost 4ever.

Times i wish 2 find the other half 2 my heart, other time when i wish 2 lock my heart up 4ever.

bring me back my heart, save it from its broken darkness

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