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this is probably one of the worst times of my life...



ok so i had a bf on this website and everything was going great and everything.but then on saturday,my friend,who is my bf's best friend's gf said that somebody was playing a trick on us and that her bf and my bf is just some girl who was bored and made these "people".i feel so used and pissed off that somebody would actually do that when i didnt even do a damn thing to them!

and to add on to that,i told one of my friends what happened and he got pissed at me because he thought we were still going out and he told one of his friends who asked him out no.which made her overdose on pills and kill herself.i know that i did tell him that we werent and i thought he knew...

he doesnt want me to call or message him anymore and if i do he'll press charges on me.

i didnt mean to do anything wrong ...

why does this have to happen to me now...?



i just wanna cry now.again

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Maledicta
19:59 Mar 16 2009

Why is it happening you ask? You answered your own question with the words "bf on this website". Purely online 'romances' very rarely work out, as you simply can't tell if the other person is genuine or not. It's hard, I know, but concentrate on flesh and blood boys rather than cyber affairs :-)

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i cant think anymore...

i dont want to eat

i dont want to be with anyone

im always full of impatience and anger

i want to die...

theres someone coming for me soon

dont tell anyone...

i just got blocked for the first time...

i know they sent a message saying not to take it personally,but it still hurts a lot you know?



its a bad feeling your chest.your heartbeat picks up,you feel like your burning up,icthy nose and eyes....

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moonkissed
05:38 Mar 06 2009

that is rotten. why would someone do that?

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