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Smileing this fake smile

See my eyes that light up?

its so fake too, fake by a mile

I wear a mask to hide the pain



I cry but no one sees the tears

Thats beacause Im in the rain

So they ignore me thinking its not fear

They're part right, it;s also anger



I must hide in my mask

I dont want them to think I'm weak

I want them to think I can take any task

And never hesitate, never falter, no mercy



When I'm alone

I want to let it out

To bottle them all in and never answer the phone

I just want to be left alone



But deep down inside

I want someone to care

Someone to make sure I wont be carryed away

by the tide

Cause the rain falls down hard

Raining and thundering



Its dark, its peacefull

Everything is silent everything is rightening

As I slip on my mask, walk out the door

Compose myself, smiling my fake smile...

I care

When you don't know

I care

When your colder than snow



I try

To talk to you "father"

But you would not listen

Told me I needed "help"

Speechless, I couldn't yell



I want

You to pay attention, my "Friends"

Make time for me

Don't ignore me, whan I'm scared out of my head



Your to bussy to even see

That it is you that is braking me

You should know, I put my trust in you

But latly it seeems you've forgotten just who



I am

Going to do my best

To ignore the pain, but I don't think I can

Hold my tears, but don't know about the rest



Don't ignore me

Don't make me bleed

Don't ingore the fact that I need

For you to so badly to see me



I can't take it anymore

Someday your throut will be sore

When it all falls apart

When you remember my torn heart...



Please...

Dont ignore me...