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Stupid
05:37 Oct 14 2014
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It has been a year almost to the day that I split with the ex. So please please tell me why I am still in love with her.
She has moved on and is dating someone with money who basically she uses as a booty call and calls up when she wants something. And that for some reason really hurts it just feels like it makes a mockery of what I thought we had.
But still when I close my eyes its her I dream about and in unguarded moments it is her I think of. Everyone has said I should just remember the bad but even though I have tried all I can think about is the good.
I guess it just makes me stupid and pathetic.
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beautifulblackdoll1
05:50 Oct 14 2014
I know how you feel. I felt dumb for being stuck on one of my ex's that ended up treating me bad and humiliating me for friends. I'm over that relationship now, it's all in the past. I'm tired of going throught the bullshit.
frozenVheart
06:52 Oct 14 2014
True love never dies in us and it takes long time that we can move on .. love start to sleep in our hearts and once in a while comes up and we remember that person and everything it happened ..then love goes back into those little corners in our hearts.. And that how it is all the time over and over again.. Until we meet someone special and all make sense again.. Thought
sahahria
03:50 Oct 24 2014
Perhaps you are going about it wrong. What need did you have that she filled?
Is that why you allow yourself to be used?
Yes I get love, but from your own words - it was never idealistic (details don't need to be reoeated).
Personally you won't move on until you've had time away- as in full year or more truly away. I know you, hopeful and loyal to a fault....
Easy prey for someone selfish and self absorbed.
sahahria
03:51 Oct 24 2014
*details don't need to be repeated here