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For someone as smart, strong and loyal as you are; you are giving this woman far to much power over YOU. And she continues to abuse it and you.



Anything worthwhile is a two way street. She has done nothing but play games and show you time and time again what she will continue to do.



You are better than this.

What sahahria said.



I don' t know what more to say.



You have to snap out of this zombie stage and live wolf



We've all had the fucking wind knocked from our sails but it's up to YOU what you do afterwards.



Choose to win..and live, or choose this depressed state, the chose is yours.

I'll tell you why you should bother...



When you have nothing left and you're as low as you can get, the only way from there is up

Don't bother. Really, don't. However don't be closed to possibility. You are worth it. More importantly, you are worth someone willing to work WITH YOU on this.



Everything you'd told me, you are used to being the one doing. Time to not look, do what YOU WANT, have fun- and if someone comes along who meets you 1/2 way...



Then be open. You have worked too hard on this, let something just "happen"... allow for timing, healing and who knows? It sounds like a pretty neat adventure.



Oh and you're wanted for a visit in Kansas. So get off yer lazy arse and bring me my things I left behind. LOL ;) Ya know I kid the ones that I like :)



But back to you doing what YOU want, say, about Now ;)

Wolf...what the fuck.



First off you need a kick in that skinny arse of yours.



Who the hell is talking in this journal? ]



It's certainly not that man that I met, many years ago...and shared everything with. I know you, and this is NOT you. You're allowing this to take control of your every move. Get up...and LIVE! You weren't happy far before this happened. Yes you were in love, but it was not healthy.



Stop this negative thinking, and move towards living. You will find someone, but the most important person at the moment is YOU. My wolf has seemed to have lost himself.



You know I'm right...you've not been well, and your health has been suffering, so I can see why you're in this mind space...but seriously shake your head.



Shoot me a text and tell me when I can call you. Not sure what you're working this weekend. I think you're off?



Anyway...you need a tuning up, and no better one to give it to you, then me.



Head up...it's can't rain everyday.