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the world changes from day to day, and the seasons pass all around us

and yet happiness is but seconds away from what we all expect.

no longer is our simple lives so simple anymore,

because our minds have forgoten how to give eachother deserved respect.



the sun is going down and the beautiful moon is shattered into a thousand pieces.

and darkness rules the eternal night sky.

our feelings mean nothing unless they are spoken to one another,

and yet we cannot speak of what needs to be said.



my pain is unending and my heart is unyielding to the way you feel,

why cant i just tell you how i hate myself for not trying hard enough

i could of done more to ease the burden of labor and despair.

i could of back away when you needed your space



the blade is shap yet the pain stays dull in my heart,

as long as i keep you away when i am alone i will be able to live another day.

you hurt me like a little kid who enjoys torturing little animals.

you kicked my to the curb like a was just another peice of trash.



how could i ever forgive you for all the pain you have caused over the years,

when i will most likely never recover from the depression of seperation.

when did we stop talking and start hating the best in eachother.

when did we fall out of love.



how is it that no matter how much i push you away from me

you will never leave my thoughts nor my heart.

i want to be with you but i also never want to see you again sometimes

i just wanna know how our world has been turned upside down so badly that niether one of us are happy.



the sun is going down in a blood red sky

and the moon cannot rise alone

sitting in the rain trying to wish away my pain,

fighting the urge to end it all tonight.

no longer is there any sense to what we call life.

no more reason to stand up and fight.







i am giving up and i am giving in

to temptations of the skin.

i am as weak as you are stong.

you hate me so, yet i did you no wrong.







insanity has taken its toll on the mindless,

its missery like a big black hole,

it embraces death like a living hell

that is like drowning in a empty well.









when did the great become so corrupt,

so devious is their plans for the world.

no longer to serve and protect,

but to drain the life of every soul.







no more reason to stand up and fight,

no longer is there any sense to what we call life.

sitting in the rain trying to wash away my pain,

fighting the urge the pick up the kinfe.........