I came to a disturbing realization this evening as I began my nightly struggles against Eros's poisons: all of my rage, all of my hatred against my longest relationship (almost a month and a half--to me, that's huge) has been compressed and pushed onto a single thing. I refuse to let myself hate her, she's not worth the attention as she has proved with her choices; but she still managed to hurt me. And that's something I can't take lightly. But it's against my way to hate her; instead, I seem to have bottled up all that hate and thrown it onto a song that was played often during the time we were together. I started down this train of thought because that damn song was playing again. And it always causes me extreme rage and anguish. In conclusion I HATE THAT SONG!!!!!!!!
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