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To my beloved Valerie I love you still and miss you, as what would have been our 25th wedding anniversary on October 8th, which has turned from a day of joy and happiness to a day of sadness and darkness. I am contemplating on if it would be better to let the darkness consume me or fight it. I really never got a chance to say goodbye or tell you that you were my world. They had me leave the ER room and that was the last time I seen the beautiful light in your eyes. Then I am pulled into a small room and a Doctor tells me your heart stopped they are trying to get it restarted. My world crumbled, then the Doctor came back and told me you were gone. I felt like I had been kicked in the head by a mule. I was given time with you before I left the hospital to tell our Daughter and sons that you were gone. I was so excited for this anniversary now I have been dreading the day. I have been getting dark for days now. They have noticed at work, and keep asking whats wrong. I want to shout everything my world my life is gone. My heart no longer beats in a regular rythum, they say its sick sinus syndrome and its a malfunction of the electrical component of the heart. I say its the darkness consuming my heart its light has been taken from me.

With love your green eyed monster.

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ThunderMoon
07:27 Oct 07 2024

Howls

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Toxicbite29
11:58 Oct 13 2024

*Bows head respectfully* I am sorry for your loss my Lord.

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Joli
18:41 Oct 20 2024

So beautifully heartfelt. Thank you for sharing something so personally meaningful.

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