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So what exactly does one do to fix their severly damaged energy system. Also how does that same individual remove the massive block over their potential/personality. Life really sucks when a block keeps you from creating a close bond with someone. It fucked over the relationship with the only girlfriend that I ever had. I really don't believe that I'll ever be in a relationship again. Before I wouldn't have given a shit but now since I did end up being in a relationship i want to have one again. But this time i want to be with a woman who can bring me out of this shell and shatter my block. in the meantime i don't know what the FUCK to do. the frustration is constantly building up and i want something significant to happen, i'm even willing to risk myself to confront otherworldly forces. i would love to be able to challenge/invoke a demon or some other infernal denizen just to be able to unleash my frustration on something. i can't even acurately put into words how i feel i just want to lash out at something. hey that brings up a thought. i wonder if i could drop some kind of energy storm onto the city where i live. don't really know, what the fuck ever.

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Sinora
09:55 Jul 15 2010

Forget otherworldly force confrontation....eat cake, it works for me.

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Well my life has turned to complete SHIT!!! Lets see i lost my job again due to the emotional problems i have because me energy system is totally FUCKED!!! I mean seriously FUCKED!!! I've gone through so much emotional bullshit in my life its practically crippled me. And i get absolutely no help from my "friends". Its gotten to the point of having suicidal thoughts and cutting fantasies. WTF!!! I just thank whatever Dark forces may or may not be watching me that anger finally kicked in over depression. Then again that's kind of a problem too. I do believe that tonight is the night that i attempt to perform the ritual that i've wanted/feared to do for so long. It basically entails summoning up Dark/Underworld energy and transfusing into my chi meridians and chakras. Essentially turning into a living avatar of Dark power. No fucking idea what the fuck that would do to me or my personality that's why i've been so weary to do it before. At this stage of things though i say FUCK IT!!! Read some stuff on psychic vampirism and had a short thought on trying to feed off of an Underword entity such as Anubis or Hades but that would probably get me severely fucked up.

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MDLIVE13
21:39 Jul 02 2010

Now I said if you ever needed to talk to hit me up.. now before you go fucking around with things you do not know anything about... and I do trust me.. bro you need to talk to me.... soon.

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