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Im watchin Breaking Dawn Part 2 for the second time. It is actually a good movie in my opinion. It had a good ending to a great saga. I know that this is the last twilight movie but it would be nice if in 5+ years they come out with a movie that lets you knowhw rennesme and jacob,edward and bella are doing. It could show the voltury and if the are trying to get rennesme to join them. It has caught my attention and turned me onto some music that i usually wouldnt listen to. I like the meaning behind the music. If you havent seen the movies or listened to the music you should give it a try.

I can't wait until Feb.13th. It will be my first time sharing my mental status with Ohio psychiatrists, psychotherapists, and counselors. I'm nervous.....I hate sharing my tru feelings....especially with those I don't know. These different personalities are making me change....drastically. Its like I'm closing myself back off.



After the passing of my NaNa, Emma Lou Collins (R.I.P.), mentally, I broke. Now I'm trying to put myself back together. Its so hard for me to do. Unless I have to go somewhere, I stay in my house. Last night I felt so much anger and aggresion that I felt like my skin was on fire. I went outside thinking the snow and cool winds would help my body temperature.....but it was like I didn't even feel it. I didn't want to tell those closest to me cause of the fear of them not understanding or caring. I tend to keep my emotions to myself. Its earier and harder at the same time. Easier cause its what I'm use to and harder because I shut people out and I explode at the wrong time.



This is the most untamable I've felt in years.

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xsnowangelx
03:03 Feb 11 2013

I'm so sorry about your NaNa...



**hugs**

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