I am hating this thing called life. The one person I am in love with won't say one way or the other. I can't tell if this is, see you in a few weeks or good bye. And of course, I know I did this to myself. But I thought after knowing her for seven years. I must be the biggest idiot around. I thought I could trust this one. I guess time will tell. She already knows I don't play head games.
Good thing I can rant on here and NOT get into trouble with her or anybody.
I wish I could crawl into a vodka bottle right now, but there is less than 3 ounces left. Not enough to make this one go away.
Maybe I should put this one into a poem. But my poems always turn dark.
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RosenFlight
13:25 Sep 03 2017
I love how emotionally inclined this is. Dark or not.
Btw; I hope your love interest makes the best decision, and that this pain of yours goes away very soon.
Euphoria
11:55 Oct 11 2017
hope things turn out ok for you