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Death of a Dear Friend17:12 Sep 06 2016
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For those that know me. They will tell you I don't say much on here. But, I am just hurting.... I just finished burying my friend, my buddy, my familiar, my baby Pi. She was 14 years old.
She was the kind of caat that made you love her and wa want you hold her. Well I DID.. I held her until there was no life in her
I told her about 11pm "To let's go outside one more time. Let the night time air kiss your whiskers one more time old girl" As I was holding her and cradling her. She crawled up my chest and patted my cheek with her little paw and meowed once. At that point I was crying and could not stop. She growled at me once for crying on her. I kept getting her face wet and she did not like it. But she did do something I could not believe. She crawled up my chest And put her paws on both sides of my neck By this time she was shaking. I told her, "This is not good bye, but sleep. You have done all you could for me. I will take care of the rest my little Pi. Rest and sleep. We will meet again in life." I let out a scream/yell into the night when there was no more life in her.
My whole body hurts even tho I slept or a few hours. Now all I do is cry. She died about 11:35pm and I started to bury her last night. But to tired from this long weekend.
Pi waited for me to get home and sleep some before she decided to let go of this world.
Missy and I took turns holding her for over 3 hours until I took Pi outside
I miss my morning meow more today than any other time.
I won't be on the internet much anymore. I miss my baby. She would sit next to me the whole time I would be online.
For those that know me. I am sorry.
For those who don't me me very well..... Forgive me for now.
Loki aka Kevin "Pi's drinking buddy"
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Loki1313
09:32 Feb 02 2017
I just can't stop crying for this cat. She has been gone almost 5 months now. I have cried more for her than everyone my human family. I see her pic or see another cat that looks like her, I go to pieces.
She was the only cat I knew that would come to me when I called her. I miss her purring to put me asleep.
My own mother hated me and it was me that made sure she lived as long as she did. I moved my bed into her room to keep an eye on her. When she was in the hospital. She told doctors and nurses I pulled a gun on her in the hospital. Now that is a good way to keep me out of there. An arrest on sight deal. NO THANK YOU.
When my mother died, it was at the hospital by herself. I cried three times for my mother. Not due to I miss her. I cried when others cried for her.
But for my Pi. I cried everyday for a month. For as long as 45 mins no less than 25 mins.As old pi was, she still had male cats hanging around. And she would get out to "play with them" every few months for a day or two.
My ex=g/f broke up with me Easter morning last year. (hell of a thing to tell someone 2 weeks before their first chemo session) She did not even wait to get out of our bed first. She did tell me that she won't leave until I have my chemo and surgery. While I was crying my pi-pi ran into the room and jumped on the bed. Pi got in between us like she knew why I was crying.My now ex told me she had plaans to move in with a guy she met the day before and spent 14 1/2 hours with. (I didn't find out until before x-mas that she was making out with this guy named Shane. On the day before Easter. Now as for Easter, I am a pagan. Easter is forever tainted.) my ex who's name is Missy.
Missy said she did not cheat....W H A T T H E F U C K ! ! !