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How many more days can I run on 3 to 5 hous a sleep a day before I crash. It has been about 2 weeks now. Last time it was abot a month. And then I crashed and slept about 12 hours. At least the headaches are letting up. Tired of taking Excedrin Migraine. I have been taking 5 at a time. Sometimes I have to take up to 15 a day. This really fuckin' sucks. I am tired but no sleep. And I still can't sleep at night. Always when the sun is up.

Still thinking about leaving the VR. Even tho I have met some great people. There is still some self-centered ones on here. But hey, they are everywhere.

Everything seems to getting real fucked up. Maybe I should just walk away from the VR for awhile. Too much once again. One of the reasons I left the VR 2 or 3 years ago is going on again. Fuck I really don't know now. Maybe a flash of the blade might help once again.

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darkangelsblood
20:16 Apr 15 2010

whats going on Loki

talk to me

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I have no idea what I have done this time to her. I just wish she would let go of the crap that has come in between us AGAIN. If she would just tell me what I said or did this time. At least this time I am not cutting myself. But damn it. I really want to start cutting. I always start when everything goes out the damn window.

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irishvampire
09:49 Apr 09 2010

I'm just asking but do u think it's the cutting she is mad about? I'm just saying oh and cutting is goodlol

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darkangelsblood
04:09 Apr 10 2010

before you cut...

ask yourself is she really worth all this?



if you ever need someone to just listen...or even talk to ...i am here

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evilsmiles
03:18 Apr 15 2010

your pain is real,your tears are there. i sit and hear your plea...

but for me, my friend,take a lokk before you leap...

your pain is real ,your are there

but, we are here ....:)

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