My emotions are all over the place. One minute I am scared I'll end up dying the other part of me is a fighter who is unrelenting. How do I face something like this? I wish I already knew the outcome of the pending surgery. My nightmares are keeping me hostage with my fear of this surgery.
With this new batch of health issues it's frightening. Everyone in my life is worried that I am going to die. I hope to prove them wrong.
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