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I haven't logged on in such a while I actually forgot my user name Sad really, I used to have to log onto this site. anymore I just couldnt find the heart to do so.

My job has been working me all this crazy overtime, which I am sick of. I miss having an actual day off,. The job is easy and most of the people I work with are ok, but I still wish it was different.

Sob#2 has finally moved down to Florida, I can only hope he will become dinner down there. He has spent the last few months really making my life a living hell.Not just mine but hers as well. She spent five months not talking to him. I wish I knew what all he did while I was away at work when I had trusted him. Ive been trying to undo all the damage he has caused. Its a very slow process. I hate him more then anything.

Mr. Am and I have become really close friends. I wouldnt say we are together but at least I have found someone to talk to about certain things. Here lately I have been having issues. he is the only person I have told about the struggles with food sunlight sounds and smells.

so i guess thats something.

My dreams have stopped but then again I am not sleeping much, I work overnights six-seve nights a week. I just feel empry and alone. I actually miss the blood dreams. i miss my nightmares.

I am just trying to keep one foot in front of the other. I am not on here much I am mostly on fb messenger and regular texting on my phone. so if you want to get a hold of me try one of those. I cant guarentee I'll keep logging in. Maybe in the future I'll start logging in more.