I feel alone. I'm engaged to guy who doesn't want to get married , doesn't say anything romantic to me at all and doesn't keep up with the housework. I feel like I'm losing all over again. I just don't know how to fix things. I wish he wanted me like I want him.
I am determined to actually make my goals in 2020 come hell or high water.....
I have a Facebook page for myself and for my business. Now my regular Facebook is doing great however my blocked list has finally reached the 100s. It used to bother me that people turned out to be such vile monsters. As I grow and progress in my life staying away from those kind of people is essential. About four years ago maybe five my ex had dared to show me a part of him that ended him up on that blocked list. He turned out to be a pedophile who wanted to prey on her. I haven't thought about him since I told him to rot in hell. I go on my business page tonight and realized that piece of scum messaged me. Why on Earth would he want to do that. He is a dead man walking if he ever shows up here. I gave the texts and his photo to the authorities. I made friends with a cop who gave his picture to every cop within 50 miles from here. It irritated me and I had to force not to let my anger show. I had forgotten about him, why could he let me be another haunted memory. I hope that he is the only predator and destructive ghost of my past that decides to make an appearance. The rest of my past can stay buried.
I did hear back from an old friend which did make me smile. I don't know, I feel 2020 is going to be a different year than I am used to. Hopefully, it is in a good way.
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