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i had a surgery done to me in the early part of the 2000's i always wore an ANKH ear ring ...never ever taken it out my hair normally coverring it no one really noticed it ...prepping for this surgery i was asked to remove all my jewelery ...i said i will except for one peice the nurse took a look and tried to figure how to make things accomidateing ...she taped the ear ring up on my partly shaved head ...for the surgery was to be on my neck and up around my ear area ...when my doctor who just so happend to be of Egyptian decent unrwrapped the bandages from my throat the tape from the taped up ear ring slipped off and out fell the ANKH this educated doctor fell to his knees yelling " YOU WEAR KEY OF LIFE!!! IT KEEP YOU LIVE " and he repeated this over and over ...i later found out i had bled out completely durring the surgery and needed a complete blood transfustion several times over till they found the cause which they claimed was hopeless they claimed i was dead and should be dead but iam here for what reason i do not know.

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sythe
06:26 Sep 10 2008

this is pretty cool....i had to read it a few times jst to make sure i took it in right....

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6:30 am my body weak from a near overdose of meds, making bargins with death not to take me yet. horrable nite before head pounding and stomache twisted ...vommit flowing like niagara falls ...i feel poke poke at my back as my mans sprouts morning wood. he pets my hair and kisses my shoulder i reach for his package and tickle him we snuggle he rolls me over to plant a kiss upon my lips with tongues fighting and teeth nipping each others lips he places his fore-finger on my throat then wraps his hand round so his thumb is opposiite side of throat he squeezes and continues to kiss me squeezing tighter he has never did this before i dont know if he intends to choke the life out of me or what but my arousal was at such a hieghtend state i did not care what happend it was all over in a flash no sex just love and passion in a few touches and total trust the most beautyful feeling i have known april 16th 2008

i feel as thoe the end is near, i will not live these days in fear. my chest is hurting my chest feels like led, my thoughts are of what it will be like when iam dead. the doctors say i have restrictive lung disease, that is all they know, and nothing they can do makes breathing any easyer ...today the doctor says iam out of shape. that might be partly true. i want to breath just like you...i dont believe i will survive for much longer, no name to whats wrong i hope they do an autopsy and call what i had LivNded disease because that is what it feels like, it hurts so bad iam not suicidel i just want to die. i dont have a will but i hope someone who knows me will honor how i feel and bury me the way i want. i want everyone to know how i died, and know that i tried to live i really tried.