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← Oct 2012

Fuck this painful shit
19:48 Nov 16 2012
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In the past few months I had thought me and my Daddy/Dominant made good progress at working on our issues and becoming closer, the job helped he was so happy and we were actually flirty and content for the most. Now in the space of a month fucking job lets me go for budgetary and lack of training reasons so now we are scrambling to make ends meet again. In a week all of our progress and contentment has turned to shit and frustrated anger. I'm doing my best to pick up another job fast but its hard out there still and its harder still because he prefers to work at home and doesn't want to find a job dealing with people directly due to his own emotional and personal issues. I feel so fucking alone today and is hard not to solve the pain the way I would have in the past. I made promises that at the moment are monumental to try and keep when all I want is to be in control of my own pain for a while instead of the world being allowed to hurt me. I hate this I just wish I could fast forward to the point in my life that shit was settled and at least 75 percent ok because 90 is to close to perfect.

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