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I have common themes in my dreams. As I think quiet a few people do. I don't talk about my nightmares. My dreams are rarely pleasant. There are pleasant parts, but on a whole they are just...



That's not surprising though, I'm kind of fucked. That's the way it's been for a long time. Anyway... themes...



Some of the most common:



Floods

Zombies

Forests

School



but I'd like to take a few seconds to focus on my kidnapping. I get kidnapped a lot in my own dreams. I always end up rescuing myself. Not that no one tries, they just fail.



I also started dreaming about bears for awhile and realized they had replaced the zombies. Of course, when I realized that I began dreaming about the zombies again. I'm not afraid of them... in fact, I find them really annoying.

I just recently realized I haven't worn makeup since June. It wasn't entirely on purpose. I was kind of taking a break from it, and just haven't started up again.



I think makeup is an art form.



My cousin used to be one I would call an artist. She had dozens of brushes, hundreds of colours, and I just had a kabuki.



Our styles were very different. Hers was bright, wild, it popped. Mine was subtle, quiet, simpler than simple.



I thought about putting some on the other day, but a thought popped into my head and dropped the kabuki into my draw and slammed it shut.



I didn't wear it often before. Most special occasions.



Most likely just a phase. No big deal.



Now that I think about it, it may just be due to the upheaval in my life. Maybe it had more impact than I thought.



I haven't painted in a long time either...



Strange.

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xRobin3x
19:32 Mar 29 2015

i find make up to be time consuming. i have worn it many years go. once in a while. but with me, i always thought it covers the pores of the skin, and the skin couldn't breath right when wearing it. but thats me.



reason number two of why i found it was a upside of not wearing making up... the money i save.

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LilyOfTheLabyrinth
19:40 Mar 29 2015

I can understand that.



I get really dry skin on my cheeks around my nose, so skin issues is one of my better reasons for not wearing it. Although, it kind of makes a good reason to cover it up as well.

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Owlish
22:56 Mar 30 2015

I used to like really bright, London-Bus red lipstick (I have the porcelain skin to pull it off), but lately... I just am not "feeling" it. I know why, heh.

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I've never wanted something simply because I couldn't have it. I may not be the most logically sound person, but that idea has never made sense to me. Actually, in most cases it lessens my interest of it because it's unobtainable.



I irritate my friends when they say 'You don't want to know', and I respond with 'Okay.' Because I take their word for it.



I tend to take people a bit too literally sometimes though.

I used to get noticeably disappointed when my conversations had to come to an end. The good ones anyway. Which is understandable, of course, people I loved and cared about. I could listen to them for days if I could. I love hearing stories. Even from the occasional stranger.



I was sitting on a bench at a theme park years ago and I woman sat down next to me. I didn't say a word, and she told me how she used to visit with her family, her husband and two sons. It was the first time she had again since her husband had passed away. She was there with her two grown sons and it was going to be her last visit.



I was... 16, maybe 15 at the time. I'm not really sure what brought on that memory, or what the point was. Really though, when have I ever needed a reason for anything?