I just don't want to do anything today. I'm tired. I think I'm tired. I don't want to eat anything. I don't want to drink anything. I just want to sleep, but I don't. I don't want to do anything, but I want to do something.
Maybe I'm sick.
I'm going to go lie down.
I wonder how long it's going to take me to get back in control. I didn't derail too bad. There were some pretty bad days though.
Time.
Progress.
Patience.
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I think the most important thing is not giving up.
I don't know if this is at all food/weightloss related, but I am fairly sure it applies here - "One day of bad eating doesn't mean you've failed and may as well go back to old, bad habits. That would be like dropping your phone and scratching the paint, but then smashing it until it's completely broken, because it already has a flaw."
Don't give up. :D
I just need someone to sing Disney songs with me.
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You think I'm an ignorant savage
and you've been so many places, I guess it must be so
But still I cannot see
if the savage one is me
How can there be so much that you don't know?
You don't know
You think you own whatever land you land on
The earth is just a dead thing you can claim,
But I know every rock and tree and creature
Has a life, has a spirit, has a name
You think the only people, who are people
are the people who look and think like yooooou
but if you walk the footsteps of a stranger
you'll learn things you never knew, never knew
HAVE YOU EVER HEARD THE WOLF CRY TO THE BLUE CORN MOON,
OR ASKED THE GRINNING BOBCAT WHY HE GRIIIIINS
CAN YOU SING WITH ALL THE VOICES OF THE MOUNTAINS,
CAN YOU PAINT WITH ALL THE COLOURS OF THE WINNNNND
Can you paint with all the colours of the wind?
Come run the hidden pine trails of the forest,
Come taste the sun-sweet berries of the earth
Come roll in all the riches all around you
And for once, never wonder what they're worth
The rainstorm and the river are my brothers,
The heron and the otter are my friiiends
- can I stop now? My fingers are getting numb from typing and singing at the same time.
I'll sing Disney with you. :o
I love you. ^_^
I just wanted to make a note of this day. I doubt I will forget it, but the date will probably elude me in later years.
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