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Why are humans so intent on figuring out the meaning of life? It is a puzzle to my to be honest.

I have past caring, not that i ever did but when you stop and look around and take everything in is not that great in my opinion.

Normally i am easy to get on with, okay i can be an evil girl but that all depends on what you do or say to me, but i think mother nature has wronged some of us. The thought of being single for eternity and not sharing your life with someone is really quite a sad thought. I have myself to blame as i put up way too many sheilds to stop people from getting close ad now it seems i am being punished for it. Or at least this is how i am veiwing it. Am i being punished? Is life mapped out for us, or do we choose our own paths? Is my life foretold but just not to me yet, or am i blind with open alarmed eyes and not allowing myself to see the truth that there is not someone out there for everyone. It is but a myth, a cruel twisted old wives tale that gives us false hope. Shame on the elder generation for their lack of compassion and needed pathetic stories and tales of love. It does not exist. At least not for me. I have resigned myself for quite sometime now that i am alone and always will be..... time is of no importance.... i live in my wn little bubble and i dare not allow it to burst........

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cadrewolf
19:31 Feb 03 2009

meaning of life is sought for; they hope to reach the other side of life.

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Lordpeace
23:56 Feb 06 2009

life is to be lived

to be experienced

to be thrown upon the sands of time

and ravished til it comes

live is for those who dare to live!

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