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Lately I find it harder and harder to leave. I enjoy every minute spent with him.



This time, as I was rubbing lotion onto his back after his shower I leaned against him and wrapped my arms around his waist. Pressing a kiss to his spine, it took everything I had not to cry.



It really was a suprise to react like that. Yes I'm sensitive but to have the overwhelming urge to cry is not in my nature. But I wasn't ready to say goodbye.



He seems to be able to bring out things in me that I've thought lost.



Being able to feel at ease, carefree, and completely relaxed is something I haven't experienced in a very very long time. I laugh freely, I smile more, and with the exception of last night I've slept so much better.



Seeing him is like coming home, when I'm gone I'm homesick.