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I have to say being held in his arms last night while I slept was the most amazing feeling! He gives the best hugs and I feel so safe in his embrace. The whole world fades away and it's just he and I.



Even when my life is in turmoil he can brighten my day with a few kind words. How did I get so lucky?!

It's interesting how the mind can wander at times.. But lately mine always end up in the same place, which isn't bad at all...



I find myself thinking of him at the most random moments. I think of his face, his beautiful eyes, the way his facial hair tickles when he kisses me.



I think of his body, kissing his neck, the feel of his skin beneath my fingers, and the scar on his lower abdomen.



It's not often that we get to spend time together as I have a son from a previous relationship and sometimes our schedules clash. But when I do see him I do my best to memorize every little detail about him...



I love his man, and it was a lesson learned when I admitted it. I was completely terrified that admitting it would push him away or that I would lose him even as a friend, but he knew and pressed me a little. In the end he loves me also.



I'm new to all these experiences, so of course when we first stared seeing each other as friends and he began to open up about his life I was afraid at first but I realized that no matter what his beliefs he was still the same man he had been the night before. Sweet, gentle, and very passionate.



As we spent more and more time talking I completely fell in love.

He is an honorable man, loyal, kind, and sympathetic.

He explains things in depth, he listens and gives advice..



He is so passionate, and I mean about the things he believes in and takes part in..



He can be quick to react if he feels offended or that he's being attacked on some level, but I take it in stride and we work thru it. Which for me is out of the ordinary if you will. I'm known to be quick tempered and sharp tongued, up for a good argument and set on getting in the last word.. Don't get me wrong I would much rather coexist peacefully, but if someone wrongs me in a serious manner or says something bad about my "parenting skills" or jumps to conclusions before I have a chance to explain then I'm quite the hateful bitch... But if it's something petty I usually overlook it and move on..



The few times he and I have had an issue I've maintained and simply explained myself as best as I could, had it been anyone else I may have lost my patients very quickly. But with him I honestly did not feel irritated or angered. There were times I was hurt and upset but never did I respond with hurtful words..



It intrigues me, everything about him is so different from anyone I have ever dated or been in a relationship with, and I am also different in so many ways..



I don't think I can really explain it as deeply as I feel it, I just know its different and amazingly so.